Well its been another frustrating day1, got all ready to go to the caravan,just trying to get Ben out of bed, and then i felt sick !! SO annoying and frustrating...i was a bit worried about the new electrics and setting up the new caravan...its all electronic...so will take me a while to sort it all out..So hopefully will make it tomorrow... well its tomorrow and,we got here! and have spent our first night in the new caravan!!..so here we are again on the wet and windy and very cold welsh hillside, with what would be a beautiful view if i could actually see it!!to the left is a view of some wonderful mountains, down the hill is the ocean and to the right i can usually see Cricieth Castle, built to keep the English out!! in medieval times...now they welcome us English because they make plenty of money out of us, which keeps them going through he winter months...
I was so cold last night because i haven't worked out how to put on the heating, and to be really honest i only worked out how to turn the electricity on because i had to phone Tony who sold it to me, and has the same caravan himself!I had almost given up trying to get the hatch open to plug in the power,and walked away and i am sorry to say shed a tear! but i was not turning it hard enough!!It is a lovely caravan! so big compared to the last one,it has cooker fridge, even an oven and grill, i haven't got the t.v working yet i think i have the wrong cable to connect it to the outside ariel...as well as being so cold last night,(i would have been better with a sleeping bag) the dog, nipper kept barking every few hours, first he was thirsty, and then he was just barking for no reason) i probably wouldn't have woken up just from being cold though.. note to self, March in the u.k is not WARM AT ALL! i just have my c.m.a hoody, with a vest underneath,i eventually put three pairs of leggings on, and three pairs of sock,if i had slept in my coat i would have been warmer!!!so its been a bit of a catelogue of disasters from the begining, but it will get better!!
I am trying to be very positive, with a' what's the good to be seen in every situation?',attitude at the moment!!, because i have spent such a long time feeling sad about Helen's illness, and wavering between trust Him to heal her on the Earth, and the opposite, which is not faith, in fact it is doubt, i feel in this situation, i am not pointing the finger at anyone else's view.I feel the Lord wants me to trust him for Helen, as He has told me He will Heal her.
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