Its been a frustrating few days i was really looking forward to going to the concert the gospel group were doing yesterday! but i woke up with a really painful back so couldn't even stand up straight never mind drive anywhere!today i wanted to go to town to the practice for the gospel group but i couldn't get hold of Darren to come round and stay with Ben, or get Ben up!I have been feeling restless today and have actually managed to get some stuff done which has been waiting for a while!,,i still haven't finished decorating the front room , its been about four weeks now!! still i will get there in the end but i have a three storey house with 8 rooms so at this rate it will take me a very long time!! But by chance i was watching a t.v. programme which was talking about God as the Judge, and out ability to appeal to him against the Enemy and his devices in our lives, the speaker Robert Henderson, says that we all have a book in heaven where it it written the path that the lord wants for our lives,and Satan is doing his best to derail us from that Path.He claims the Satan can block our prayers by legalism,and in fact the Enemy is very legalistic,and like the worst prosecuting lawyer!
I had a dream about Helen last night and maybe that was what made me restless,We had been out somewhere and were driving later, she got out of the car to go to pick something up from a yellow veranda house,she was driving,which she cant do now, she hadn't put the handbrake on properly, and the car started to slowly move backwards, i was in the left back seat and couldn't get the hand brake on from there,or get into front to do it, i must have got out because i saw it career into a green valley, with some kind of market stalls,and it disappears from view.
Today,friday 18th, i have been thinking about what a "Seer" is, i do see things in the Spirit,i have tried to be careful and have asked God to only give me gifts He wants me to have...Its actually very hard to find out information about this thing even the Christian websites seem to go into the 'wordly' views of this... its difficult to know, and also to Know what God wants to use this gift for...In the past i used to be friends with other people who also had this gift, but even they would get into conversations with demons when the were doing deliverance...the Enemy and his servants lie! so how can anything they say be trusted?
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