The leader....

I dont know what i am supposed to write!!....it may be that i was watching a video on you tube about a church i used to be part of, when it was here in UK,i was talking to Joe about it a few weeks ago,he felt drawn to it last year,because one of his old friends had started going there, and he was amazed at the change in him,we looked for a Video that might show his friend, because i didnt know him, and i wanted to see what he looked like, in case i ever spoke to him,we listened to a few of the Leaders talks,and one thing which didnt even stand out to me, but Joe said straight away that he struggled with every day was the God sets us up 'to fail"...i dont know the answer,i have my own ideas of course,(i dont believe He sets us up to fail! but He knows beforehand we will..He doesnt plan it that way, but is trying to show us something about Himself..i dont know what that is either...and have no idea even vaguely what it could be!!...) I told Joe what i believe, and then we didnt watch anymore of what the leader said...

Squirrel, light grey with white ears?

It seems like i often start these posts with, a statement that this has been 'an awful week'...sigh..is it just my life, am i extremely unlucky, do i bring these things on myself? am i having a 'pity party'? I might have had earlier in the week!! but now i am almost resigned...this is life, sometimes its very hard...but really its not! I belong to the Creator of the Universe,what do i have to complain about in comparrison to that?..Nothing of course!!! I noticed a grey squirrel in the garden,and i watched for a while,these have sometimes been 'signs',good omens, that i am doing what God wants..i am not superstitious, obviously but i know God is always in control, and sometimes blesses us with physical signs...and this little Rodent is what He chooses for me...it took a while,quite a long while to remember thats what He does..