Sunday 30 September 2018

Today

Today I got up and went to church,I was a bit late but nobody seems to mind,I can do stuff like that now because Joe has been staying here,so I can go out at a moment notice if I want too! It’s quite unusual for me...for the last two days I have been feeling in a better mood,so I actually smiled at the woman across the road, which surprised her...I go through phases like this, when I can’t speak to people and hate to go out of the house.
The woman preaching, (talking),was about hidden things in the Church, she had noticed that a woman was not coming to church,and bumped into her in town and saw she had a black eye, and was wearing a scarf to cover up other bruises...so the preacher said we must not be too legalistic about what the Bible says about divorce, because we don’t know what is going on in other people’s lives. This was the first time I have ever heard this spoken about in a Church EVER, a bit disappointing that it had to be a woman saying it, a woman I was talking to said she was given some tickets for a circus, by women’s Aid,and when I came home and told Joe he said she is not the sort of woman who would be abused and she was lying...so that made me think a lot.
Joe heard some disturbing news about his Ex,about her Dad,and it got him upset for a while,I got Cody a new Bed, cushion, which he started to tear up!..Suki ran off with Joes smelly sock,he likes to chew them up,Joe tried to get it off him and Suki growled at him, so Cody tried to go for Suki,Joe was in between them trying to keep them apart...so I got out the food bowls which distracts them...dogs are so easy to distract.
So that’s what I have done today.. I read a post where I said everything I had done that day, which is boring for me to do today, but I got a lot of insight into things that have changed, so I am going to do this ’Day in the life’ thing again.

Saturday 8 September 2018

Nipper and Gizmo

It’s 1.30am, and I am wide awake, I am in bed, and I have a fluffy dog bed on the floor next to me with two elderly Yorkshire terriers in it,Nipper the older one,is 14yrs old, his front legs don’t work,for the last 3or four years,he is blind,he still warns if someone comes to the door, and loves a fight with the young Yorkie spike.
Gizmo is in the bed next to him, she is his pup,and only about 8months older, she has had some vomiting on and off for about a week,the day before yesterday, for no reason, completely out of the blue,he had very laboured breathing,which got better over the day, I think she inhaled some vomit,she is blind from cataracts, and almost deaf.
So I don’t know what is going to happen, I hope Gizmo is ok,Spike has had the same virus type thing too, in the last few days,but he seems ok,but obviously is younger, so able to shake stuff off easier..theses dogs have been faithful companions for 13and14 years, the least they deserve now is to be taken care of until they are taken home to heaven.