'Got our backs'

Today i am grateful to God, because Mike is back to his usual self!! Praise God! And Pete our old friend has been in touch, and wants to come to the next Biker church with us! I have been without T.V last night,only until later today but i got on with doing other stuff,which really does show me that i watch too much t.v,its just another excuse not to do the things i should! My Old friend Sue has been coming to clean for me, which has encouraged me too! So not very interesting news,this is probably why i don't blog every day!!! but it is good news about Mike,its going to be strange for me to be involved with a group of Christians,and be under someones authority, but i know that God has done this, so i trust Him to have me in the right place, and have my back, both Mike and i have not really had a church to call home, its almost as if the Lord has planned this!...Did He plan that Mike would get offended at his last Church and leave? Did He plan that my Ex would start to go to the church i have been to for 15yrs? No, but He knows Men's hearts and knows the outcome of every offence, and turns it round for our good" Praise Him!!

Change in Ben

Today i am grateful to God for?... almost a year of posts being' grateful,'! first of all!! next i am really really grateful that there has been a change in Ben for the better, he is eating more, three times as much, not swearing profanities at me, and is generally Happy!
 What i always forget is that He is the Barometer, every time i take a significant step nearer to God Ben improves!!...i am getting involved with the Christian Motorcyclist Association here in England, something which i have wanted to do for ages,now its happened! Praise Him.
I don't really know how He can use me in this, when i first spoke to Brian, the chairman,He said i could witness on the stands at Bike shows,and not to be 'offensive, i look the part' (biker waistcoat and Tshirt') i felt an immediate Joy in my heart, that i had a ministry!!! just like that.....God is so amazing, so this weekend God willing i am going to do the Cardboard testimony.
Mike is worrying me again, he has gone very quiet,just not himself.

'its a wonderful world'

today i am grateful to God, for the beauty of the Natural world around us, and how being in it brings His Peace to my Soul, at the caravan yesterday and to watch rabbits run around at 6.30am,the local crows, and swallows, even the bats, not this year though because they have cut the tops out of the trees where they roost.God has made us a beautiful World, in fact it was Jesus who Created this wonderful world for us to enjoy, and then we were made from the Dust, that explains the connection we have, He made us from the very Earth we walk on......Praise Him

blessing the inconsiderate Jerks

Today I am grateful to God for the Patience of the 'Saints', namely our friend Eddy, unjustly in Prison,he is an example to me.
We went to see him in Prison, quite an 'eye-opening' experience,it was a very long drive,(two and three quarter hours),and a sobering experience, to have every door locked after us,any one who reads this please pray for him,his sentence is unjust, as he has served well over his time for his original crime.(he set fire to his council house,and even the European court of Human rights has said his type of open ended sentence is unjust)
I am praying every day for my neighbours who really are inconsiderate jerks! but nothing will change if i have an unforgiving , angry, attitude to them! i am asking the Lord to save them, on Friday night i went through every person i could possibly be holding unforgiveness to, and was really surprised at the reaction to that, i felt myself being delivered of several things!! Praise God,and the best part,my reaction to sin against me would sometimes take days to get 'past', this time because it was given to Him, i have got past it already, every time unforgiving thoughts come to me, i pray blessings on both sides.....its absolutely AMAZING, the Word of God says 'to take every thought captive', and bring to God,He really does help us to deal with anger and unforgiveness!!...Praise Him

ON NOTICE.

To all the, Name callers,Punchers, shovers,abusers, rapists

YOU are on NOTICE.

We are not taking it ANY MORE.

ALL we did was love you ,...UNCONDITIONALLY.....And    forgive.

AND TO REPAY THAT LOVE??.. we had

Punches

shoves

hurt kids

YOU called us

UGLY

FAT

USELESS

bad mother

WOTHLESS

    WE DESERVED BETTER.....WE DEMAND BETTER

WE ARE TOO GOOD FOR YOU,

WE NAME YOU;
 
 WE CLAIM OUR LIVES BACK...

    OUR LIVES, NOT YOURS TO CONTROL ...OURS OURS OURS

WE BELONG TO NO-ONE, EXCEPT GOD.

NOW..

I CAN SHUT MY DOOR,and keep YOU OUT

I EAT WHEN I WANT,

I SLEEP, IN PEACE

I USE MY OWN MIND TO MAKE MY CHOICES.

I SURVIVED, NOW I CAN


                     LIVE


WE CAN BE


   MOTHERS

  GRANDMOTHERS

  LYDIA'S, THE DEBORAH'S, THAT GOD MADE US TO BE.

Old friends we missed...

Today i am really grateful to God because I was able to meet up with an old friend from years ago who has been out of fellowship with us, ( me and Mike) for 8 years, we have been praying for Him over the Years,which he said He could feel when he was sometimes at His lowest! Praise God it was really encouraging to know this...i uses to have a meeting at my house twice a week up til about 2004,sometimes we had up to 12 people, which is quite a lot for a small terraced house!!....seems a long time ago now...Praise God Pete is o.k, though not un-scathed by life, the Universe and everything!!!!....

pre...post ...or mid tribulation?

I am grateful to God today for,His Holy Spirit,how He guides us, comforts and encourages us,i am still learning about Him,and how He is an equal part of the Trinity,in a way a more Mysterious Person then the Father and the Son, their function are in Their Names,Elizabeth once said that He is the One who is left on Earth,and that He did not come until after Jesus had left because only one Part of the Holy Trinity could be on the Earth at a time,it was something to do with the end time tribulation,maybe because when Jesus returns to the mount of Olives,the Body of Christ,with The Holy Spirit, could not be here,we would have left!!.., PRE-tribulation beliefs,not sure what i believe, but like most people would not want to go through the Tribulation!!...
i did not make it to the Caravan,i don't now why really!..i have been able out sort out the garden, and finally learn how to use my new 'smart phone'....i have taken it back to the shop twice saying it was Broken!!..both times leaving feeling ridiculous because i was doing something wrong.....