Holy Spirit working in Church and In me.

God is making me make changes in my life,at least i hope it is God, and not just bad luck or the Enemy,I am clearing out rooms i havent touched for years, (they are not used).Things are changing,its unsettling,I thought i could depend on Darren always to be there and stay with Ben when i needed to go to Shows, its the biggest Bike show in Europe this weekend and i may not be able to go!!...but there are a lot of good things happening as well, Church is really such a blessing, the Holy Spirit has been doing a wonderful work,with forgiveness, and i went to a service focused on healing, i found i was Angry with God because Helen has not been healed yet, it was so emotional as i was sitting right next to her....I was really struggling, but gave in to God in the end.
It is so ridiculous , how can i be unforgiving to God!....I didn't blame God when Mike died...so why now? it just does'nt make sense...My Step mum has sent me some photos that were my Dad's, some of me and dad when i was a baby and one of Mike, its the same photo i had, which i took at Howard and Rebekah's wedding, just about four months before he died and only 6 weeks before he started getting ill, and was diagnosed.

Rats Mice and Colin

Gosh i am boring, i havent done much at all, nothing profound or even interesting to share! I have been cleaning out some stuff which should have been done a long time ago,old clothes and under the stairs, because there is an unpleasant smell, now i can smell burning i better go and see what it is!...its the young Chinese couple having a Barbecque!!! its 10% celcius, cold and cloudy, AND raining!!Oh well each to their own! living in a Terrace means we have to put up with living at close quarters,and just have to live and let live!
Gary next door on the left hand side looked annoyed when he came out of his house as the same time as me!,when he has lived here as long as I have he will learn there is nothing we can do about it! The last time i smelt smoke the young couples Kitchen was on fire!,and to be completely honest i really panicked thinking it was my house, until the Fire Engine pulled up outside...
Gary saw a Rat on his patio on thursday and his wife Julie took a photo,it was about 2 feet away from their back door,and i heard some chewing gnawing noises from the top of my stairs two nights ago,and found a load of shavings under the stair and worst of all signs of the electric cables being chewed!!
I was on the point of bringing down the ceiling under the stairs at 8.am, but because i had been awake last night i sat down because i felt tired and went to sleep until 1.pm! i have emptied out the cupboard,and with the other cleaning I am actually starting to sort the house out....its a shame that its taken this to make me do it!!
Ben's Grandad Colin is in hospital after falling and breaking his hip,he is having an Operation i have not told Ben because he is still in Bed. I dont know how he is yet.

Passover

So much is so good at the moment, some really happy family news, which i cant share yet, because i promised not to! Tash has passed her driving test after many tries! so its a relief that i am not the only one who can drive if there is ever any emergency,i have been talking to an old friend by email, and it is giving me some insight into the past.Its interesting to see the events through another person eyes,Christine is a lovely person, and i am very glad to have her in my life again.
I did a Passover Seder service yesterday which was very nice but i don't think i will do it again,it was 3 hours long!!, which i probably would have liked to know beforehand, because its hard to sit for that long, but its an experience!
I am going to have to check my Jewish festivals Calendar and decide if i am going to do them anymore.I know they just aren't Jewish festivals of course but the Lords festivals,my Job from the Lord i feel is to be with the Christian Bikers and share the Gospel, or support those who do, and i am proud to have been part of the Lord bringing Three people to Him over the past year, not many people, but it makes a huge difference to those three people! Praise God

Moaning-moaner- Mona Lisa!

Here i am moaning again,i have been stung on the eyebrow four times by some sort of insect when i was gardening,last thursday,didnt even notice it at first, now my whole eye is swollen and it looks like a black eye, except its not bruised just red and angry, Julie next door was stung almost the same time on her elbow, i was cutting down nettles with some shears...I feel hard done by and sorry for myself, then i feel totally ashamed when Brian and Helen are going through such a lot....