Friday 8 September 2017

Motives, and Madness

We had a great time at the biker church 7th anniversary, I went with Brian and his friend Rob, Mike was there with Eddie and some of the people from the prayer group he has at his house,the woman went forward and said that she had got more Love there than any other Church she has been too... then went down in "the Spirit", which in general I am not totally convinced by, as a lot of the women I have seen it happen to have been very much attention seekers, I am so "spiritual", you can almost tell the ones who will go down, (and men), I have seen the daughter of the scam artist claim to have received "Salvation" at least twice!!!
Men do it too,Mike has to come out with psalms, or his old lemon,"we are standing on holy ground"with him it IS showing off, as someone else said about him, it's the same psalm,139,and the same song for at least 15 years, why hasn't he grown in the Spirit since then?
I have been wondering recently if mentally Ill people can be really born again? I don't believe the Lord would let the go to the bad place when they die,but the Pastor called Frank once said that "You are just talking to the illness"interesting remark(about talking about and witnessing about the Lord),it's a shame.
Mike has got the Prayer meetings in his house he has always wanted,but just like when me and Darren and a few others we knew would meet as his house, he soon got sick of it when the scammer asked him to pick up her daughter,he could hardly get us out of the house fast enough!
I was reading up about my Gift Discernment, one writer said it would allow us to see others intentions,why people do things,and somewhere else I saw, it said Women who are beaten, learn to read body language really well, as it can save our lives...it saved my Life, and I will be forever grateful to Him, for saving my life.