MYSONGNY, misogyny, thy name is PAUL,An old friends Reunion? I can't go too...Edith Laughing..

I Love the Blues Brothers Movie,i am listening to Aretha Franklins, "Respect", as a pre palatte cleanser....oh dear...is it working? 'just a little bit'....i am really trying not to be a reverse misogynist, and not think of my two daughters, my Sister and my now Five grand daughters...and the respect they should be treated with...i hope its just me and when the old generation i come from has gone, it will be over?.., i know men of my Fathers generation showed respect to women at least outwardly, so what has changed?..nothing really...is the world more Evil? Is it something all women have to put up with, the old, young,too fat,drug addicts...we are ALL Gods Children, and to me that really is the only saving Grace...God meant us all to live in the Garden Of Eden, where Eve was respected and treated well,just the Same as Adam...So is the World the way it is now her fault, because she took the Bite? is this the root of All the violence against women,and the low rate of prosecution of Rape.. Adam was there,watching her taking the bite!! Today i choose to be "Proud Mary"!!.., proud to be a daughter of Eve, i sometimes hated being female, but i would never give up the wonderful things of being a Mother,even Giving birth...I am glad God made me a Woman, its a blessing from him,yesterday my heart just melts when i hear Edith laughing, i know she will have a wonderful life. Germaine Greer, the writer said Women have no idea how much Men hate them...scary words

Dr Jekyll or Martin Hyde??.... "Do you know who' I am' ", and not in my backyard!

My Mum used to say my Dad used to think he was the great "I am", i never really knew what she meant until i read the bible, and its is Gods answer when someone asks His name...and of course i would never say that Martin Hyde is calling himself God, never ever!...persish the thought!...But he really does have the most unfortunate Surname!..and a really unfortunate attitude to the female officer.He is Doctor Jekyll when the Police MEN are talking to him,but we all know who he turns into when The female officer is talking to Him!! I have just watched the Video on You Tube of a police Stop of an Entitled person, called Martin Hyde,its WFLA News Channel 8, and at the moment has 8.3M views, the most i have ever seen! Given my history as a Survivor, i am really glad that i watched it 'cold'and didnt know any thing about the people involved,a Congressional candidate Martin Hyde is stopped by a Police Officer after he is seen texting and Speeding,its pretty shocking the complete lack of respect given to the Officer,the whole incident is caught on body cam....sadly the mans attitude was a lot like my Dads,when he thought he was in the 'right', but only to the extent that we used to have to wait while he yet again argued with someone, rolling our Eyes, he was never threatening,but the whole Male bruised Ego is familiar...and slightly ridiculous....until of course I get annoyed and then its not a fragile male Ego!!, i am completely Justified!!, mostly i feel sorry for Men who are the real ones controlled by their Hormones!... Actually there are not many men my age that i actually like,i know most of them have no respect for Women, even though they are the father of girls!! one in particular, Simon, is divorced, and the others who are single,(in fact Simon knows i am a born again Christian,but didnt stop him trying to talk about the size of his penis!!, AND after he had seen a photo of the Pastor in my bikers group, and Ex Hells Angel too!!, hes not really a Misogynist guy who enjoyshumiliating women...hes just really Brave!! says a lot, (Unf**kable white males), i do feel sorry for my old friend Mike, who was always in the "friends" Zone, with Women,and actually looked down on the one woman who liked him! She wasnt good enough apparently...which makes me think that he was really just scared of women!! Again we come back to Germaine Greers statement that "women really dont know how much Men hate them",Martin Hydes attitude to this female Police officer was hatred, a young female telling HIM what to do!! I just watched a Video clip of three people discussing "Has feminism gone too far"and the sole female,Kelly Jay Keen was constantly talked over, even when it was her turn to speak!at first she kept talking,and said "i couldnt hear what you said as i was talking", in the end she stopped trying to give her opinion, the man my age was the one talking aggressively over her, and she was mostly aggreeing with him!!... I have read a study which says it is the Tone of a womans Voice that is hard for Men to hear,literally the actual Voice,and i do agree to some extent,but i see and have Witnessed how intently men Listen to a woman they are attracted to! No problem there!!...having three adult sons helps me to keep a good balance, i know my Sons are good Men, and they would never hurt or Disrespect a Woman....and i see good Men in my extended family, my Sons In Law will protect my Daughters,my brother in Law is a good Man too, i dont know my Half Brother well, but i can see he is a Good man too,and I know my Brother Mike would have been a respectful Man.... So of course i am a Hypocrite,i believe Germaine Greer about the Men out there,but the men I care about are o.k?...So does toxic Masculinity Exist? Yes it does,faced with young male drivers anger when i am too slow crossing the road,the actual abuse shouted out of Cars, (which being slightly deaf i cant hear! I really need to take a Megaphone to give them a Cutting remark!..) A great teacher at Art School used to say that Testosterone was the greatest threat to Society, a wonderful inciteful thing for a man to say!!, then Ruined it by Kicking open a Door when the next class were being too noisy!!...

Pogue Mahone, "just a little Irish blessing Sir."

Pogue Mahone means "Kiss my Arse" in Irish,it always makes me laugh,it always reminds me of the Film, "Ryans daughter"and "The Quiet Man" where the Irish are ocuppied by the English Solders, and the little rebellions going on in the background, and the disrespect behind their backs...the most hilarious song i know was a song called "Shut Up A your face" by joe Dolce, it very funny! of course it reminded me of my mother,and my kids! Ben is talking more even to strangers, and i am pretty Gob smacked... and being me and sometimes big headed i think it must be me talking to him more!,but thinking back it is an answer to a Word of God my friend Pat said where she saw a 'picture' of him like everyone else, of course like the parents of all disabeld sons and daughters i worry what will happen to them when I am gone. Life is very good, i am really enjoying doing some paintings,and sorting the house out, although its a mess!, and a family member sat here and almost turned her nose up at it,(years ago),more than one actually,...one even thought it meant i was mentally hadicapped!! but who cares!!!, o.k i may be a bit of a hippy and not have grey walls and furniture, but i cant be anyone else, its me...I refuse to conform to other peoples standards!!! It is really nice to look back on here to my life in the past,it is strange though as i am getting more hits on here,usually a crop and then none which is fine too!! this is public! but i dont really expect anyone to be interested in reading what i say..so it is a bit weird when it is read...150 times!!.