Tuesday 19 October 2021

nobody told me there would be days like these...November 2021

Strange days indeed!! Its been a strange month, a woman i was talking to for a while on the phone and email,Julie,she is a housing officer for Joe,turns out to be someone i have known for years,shes been to a lot of the churches i have been to over the years! we werent friends even though our daughters were! I was expecting a stressful time with Joe who was in a foul mood, because he had to get up early,and i ended up meeting another believer,when i introduced her to Joe," this is Julie who is a worship leader" which completely changed his mood as he didnt feel she would judge him! my reason for doing that was i didnt want any swearing!, later on that week i met Harry in town, they were on the High street, Pete was preaching, and Harry was handing out tracts. So why is God putting these believers in my way? it is significant, when Howard lived here in this house he was 'haunted' by God, whenever he went out of the house he bumped into a believer...i think God wants me to get out there,and THEN i got an email about the Flower show asking if we were willing to do the baggage claim!!!,so He still has plans for me! I wont be part of C.M.A, and the new Chairman did ring and ask me if i would, but i know i cant be a part of them anymore,they way people were treated was not Godly,i know it says somewhere in the Bible that if the root is rotten,how can good fruit come! Praise Him!

Sunday 17 October 2021

covid? or just a virus

Its been a hard month, we have all had a bad cough,and took antibiotics,Ben still has a cough,i dont know if it was covid...we all got ill...i dont really care if it was Covid or not though, we are better now, getting tested does not help us to get better! its no benefit to my family!! I have been feeling quite emotional in the last few months,i thought it might have been the virus we had, but then i think back to Darren going, and Mike and even Howard, all people i cared about at one time,i never stopped Caring about Darren, and although he was hard to take sometimes, he was never nasty to me or my kids,obviously Mike was ill...and the last time i spoke to him he was angry and not nice at all..ok maybe he had an excuse as he had BiPolar..both Sue and i had experienced that and both were talking to his friend Petes wife and she was saying what a wonderful man he was, he was wonderful sometimes, but both of us knew that he wouldnt have ever been aggressive with us if we had husbands...obviously we were seen as lower than Peters wife!

Saturday 16 October 2021

Welcome Edith

Welcome to the world baby Edith, Mummy and Daddy have waited a long time for you and Alice, but because of many prayers, by me but mostly other believers in Jesus you are both Here! God brought you here though,you both are His miracles, Mummy even called Alice her miracle,when she was born, and now she has two! My sixth Grandchild,i have not met you yet,but i have seen a video of Alice saying 'shes holding my hand' while you were in the baby seat on the floor, daddys there too, you wont see many photos of mummy, because she doesnt like her picture taken like me.