Today I am grateful to God for my wonderful children,and despite my bad choices in the Past the Lord has kept them safe and secure, this was highlighted yesterday when an 18yr old,who i know who has been brought up in Care took an overdose,the poor child has suffered so much already in her short life.I am asking God to protect her too.
Today my core belief is Heaven,as i said when i talked about Hell, the good place is not full of good people, the bad place is not full of bad people,Heaven is full of people who have said sorry, Hell is full of people who have not,mostly who thought they were good because they have 'never killed anyone'.
The only requirement to either place is whether we are born again or not! that's the ONLY qualification!
God has shown me glimpses of Heaven,a week after Mike died,it seemed like a long rolling plain,green and beautiful,when i nearly died from and Asthma attack at 19, i was stopped from going in there, but i could see it was like a wonderfully green place with streams,He made us to live in a garden after all!
Never seen any pearly gates, or streets of Gold! or Saints marching In! I do know that Heaven is lit by the Wonderful light that comes from the Throne,but its just not light only, the Light itself is Love,an all compassing Love, in which I felt like a dirty Rag,its total acceptance,forgiveness and Comfort, something like a child in Fathers arms!
Please don't miss out on going there, if you are not Born-again,ask Him to come into your heart, and say sorry for you past Mistakes.
Tuesday 29 January 2013
Sunday 27 January 2013
Andre, and Mike
Today i am grateful to God for the ability to go through change in Life,and the Knowledge that He is in control! God is so good to us, even though i still sin,He forgives,My friend Andre, who is blind was hoping to visit but Mike made an excuse why he could not stay with him,Andre was hoping to try to mediate between us, but it looks like Mike does not want that. Very sad.
Tuesday 22 January 2013
HELL
Today i am grateful to God for the truth of His word, the Bible,and the blessing it is to me every time i open it, Praise Him
Today the core belief i have is Hell, i had planned to talk about something else, but i think God wants me to talk about this very difficult and painful subject,i have been close to death quite a few times, and have had visions of Hell, its real place, real people are there, suffering in the fire that is never quenched.
Before i was saved i thought of Hell as the place where people partied all the time, i just laughed at the idea of eternal punishment, but just because i didn't believe in it did not stop it being real!
I saw hideous monsters, tormenting,beating, eating the flesh of those there,massive caverns full of pools of fire, souls trying to escape and being pushed back in by evil creatures, some with great horns,bodies of animals, like red scaly bodies, some looked like huge crabs, scorpions,huge bulbous bodies.They laughed as they did it, saying 'you deserve to be here' they hated human beings,every cruel evil weapon was used.,no-one was spared their spite.Flesh grew back on bones,only to be scorched and burned off again.
I am glad i will never return there,i have had visions of Heaven too.I will talk about that too, later on.
When i was in hospital, in Intensive care,with a life threatening Asthma attack,i was pregnant with my oldest son, about 8 wks. I remember drifting off into unconsciousness, every time i did i was running in a race for my life, i always just made it,i woke up and asked the nurse not to let me go back,'go where?' she asked.I worked out afterwards that there were five of these races, as if i was running these almost impossible races for each of my children!!! I was being chased by Monsters in the races,which i saw later in Hell, why did God allow this, i was a Christian, but not born again?
I am a lazy person, was God saying 'i would have to fight hard for my Kids later on? In the book the 'T he Horse and His boy' by C.S.Lewis,there is a part at the end where someone is chased by a Lion,it must be the Horse, who runs as fast as he could,but then goes into higher gear, faster than he ever thought he could go,and a wise person says to him,' you were going as fast as YOU THOUGHT you could go, NOT AS FAST AS YOU COULD GO!..and of course we know who the Lion is in those books... maybe God knew i would not fight hard for my life,but i would for the baby inside, and the others to come! It was a very unpleasant experience,one of the worst ever i have had.
Hell is not separation from God, as some believe, the Bible says it is a real Place,in the centre of the Earth, dont go there, cry out to God now,ask Him to forgive the bad stuff you have done,and ask Him into your life, He will never let you down.
Today the core belief i have is Hell, i had planned to talk about something else, but i think God wants me to talk about this very difficult and painful subject,i have been close to death quite a few times, and have had visions of Hell, its real place, real people are there, suffering in the fire that is never quenched.
Before i was saved i thought of Hell as the place where people partied all the time, i just laughed at the idea of eternal punishment, but just because i didn't believe in it did not stop it being real!
I saw hideous monsters, tormenting,beating, eating the flesh of those there,massive caverns full of pools of fire, souls trying to escape and being pushed back in by evil creatures, some with great horns,bodies of animals, like red scaly bodies, some looked like huge crabs, scorpions,huge bulbous bodies.They laughed as they did it, saying 'you deserve to be here' they hated human beings,every cruel evil weapon was used.,no-one was spared their spite.Flesh grew back on bones,only to be scorched and burned off again.
I am glad i will never return there,i have had visions of Heaven too.I will talk about that too, later on.
When i was in hospital, in Intensive care,with a life threatening Asthma attack,i was pregnant with my oldest son, about 8 wks. I remember drifting off into unconsciousness, every time i did i was running in a race for my life, i always just made it,i woke up and asked the nurse not to let me go back,'go where?' she asked.I worked out afterwards that there were five of these races, as if i was running these almost impossible races for each of my children!!! I was being chased by Monsters in the races,which i saw later in Hell, why did God allow this, i was a Christian, but not born again?
I am a lazy person, was God saying 'i would have to fight hard for my Kids later on? In the book the 'T he Horse and His boy' by C.S.Lewis,there is a part at the end where someone is chased by a Lion,it must be the Horse, who runs as fast as he could,but then goes into higher gear, faster than he ever thought he could go,and a wise person says to him,' you were going as fast as YOU THOUGHT you could go, NOT AS FAST AS YOU COULD GO!..and of course we know who the Lion is in those books... maybe God knew i would not fight hard for my life,but i would for the baby inside, and the others to come! It was a very unpleasant experience,one of the worst ever i have had.
Hell is not separation from God, as some believe, the Bible says it is a real Place,in the centre of the Earth, dont go there, cry out to God now,ask Him to forgive the bad stuff you have done,and ask Him into your life, He will never let you down.
Sunday 20 January 2013
Collagen,soap, and make up.
Today i am grateful to God for His love and care for me a wretched sinner.
I believe that Abortion and Euthanasia are wrong,i beleive the Bible is against them to, the Lord was very much against child sacrifice in the Old Testament,and even though the victims of abortion are not born yet, they are still Human beings,here in U.K there has been a lot in the press about a 'Care' pathway, which infact far from care is a plan to let People die,God decides when people die,and just because people are inconvienient, they should not die.
To me its seems no difference to what the Nazis did to Jews, mentally handicapped people, or Gypsys in the Concentration camps, in the 1940's. There is a holocaust, shoah, of the Unborn in the world now,the blood lust of the Enemy, unborn babys are used in make up, soap,vaccinations,Collagen used for so called beauty is made from their bodies, anyone who doubts this should look on Wikipedia,type in collagen. Its so disgusting.
I believe that Abortion and Euthanasia are wrong,i beleive the Bible is against them to, the Lord was very much against child sacrifice in the Old Testament,and even though the victims of abortion are not born yet, they are still Human beings,here in U.K there has been a lot in the press about a 'Care' pathway, which infact far from care is a plan to let People die,God decides when people die,and just because people are inconvienient, they should not die.
To me its seems no difference to what the Nazis did to Jews, mentally handicapped people, or Gypsys in the Concentration camps, in the 1940's. There is a holocaust, shoah, of the Unborn in the world now,the blood lust of the Enemy, unborn babys are used in make up, soap,vaccinations,Collagen used for so called beauty is made from their bodies, anyone who doubts this should look on Wikipedia,type in collagen. Its so disgusting.
dreams and interpretations
Today I am grateful to God for my dream life,very strange sometimes!...i have been looking at some dream interpretation websites, christian ones, a woman called Mia said not to look at dream symbol interpretations because a symbol will be meant for individuals, so just Pray and ask for the Interpretation ourselves. I do have some idea about others dreams,but my own are a Mystery most of the time!
Yesterday i dreamt i was lifted in the air, a man dressed in white with dark curly hair was holding me,he had a large white collar,a loop round his neck, he tucked me under it, i was pulling my children in to hold onto him too,until he was holding all of us, we were under the white looping collar type thing too.Still in the air.I felt no fear, or anxiety.I did not know the Man,but felt safe.
I think the man was an Angel, or Jesus,in the End times it says we will be 'caught up in the air',i couldn't see my kids faces,but it was them. The Collar, loop thing? was it the 'Mantle', like Elijah and Elisha,which he passed on? It grew in size.
The man who brought me to the Lord,Frank, did a song in which he said his children were cuddling their Mum, she was like a tree with the kids like vines around her,she had eight children!,that was like me in the dream.
I think the dream i had about the car in a green field had an interpretation from Sandra's friend,cant remember what though!!....its seems more to me now that it was significant that I had plans for this field,i never asked God what He wanted!! its so typical He gives us a gift, and we rush ahead and do what we think is the right thing.....all the plans i had,in the end it was the beautiful calming grass and peace which i wanted to destroy!!!.. its so simple, God want us to enjoy His world,the beauty He made for us,and we run around ignoring it!!...
'He maketh me to lie down in green pastures'
There were other people there, who told me i owned the pasture,i did not resent them being there,i think there was some sort of club going on, that's why they parked there....are these the people who told me not to allow the Enemy to win?
Terry said yesterday in a reply to a post i put on her website, spiritual side of domestic violence,that my Ex must be driven by a demon, devil, to stalk me, cant remember her exact words,but the Lord is showing me the truth of this slowly.She is definitely one who encourages me, i go to her website a lot,its good to go to the worldly people sometimes, but i do thank God for Sisters in Him who He uses too speak into my life,God bless Her.
Yesterday i dreamt i was lifted in the air, a man dressed in white with dark curly hair was holding me,he had a large white collar,a loop round his neck, he tucked me under it, i was pulling my children in to hold onto him too,until he was holding all of us, we were under the white looping collar type thing too.Still in the air.I felt no fear, or anxiety.I did not know the Man,but felt safe.
I think the man was an Angel, or Jesus,in the End times it says we will be 'caught up in the air',i couldn't see my kids faces,but it was them. The Collar, loop thing? was it the 'Mantle', like Elijah and Elisha,which he passed on? It grew in size.
The man who brought me to the Lord,Frank, did a song in which he said his children were cuddling their Mum, she was like a tree with the kids like vines around her,she had eight children!,that was like me in the dream.
I think the dream i had about the car in a green field had an interpretation from Sandra's friend,cant remember what though!!....its seems more to me now that it was significant that I had plans for this field,i never asked God what He wanted!! its so typical He gives us a gift, and we rush ahead and do what we think is the right thing.....all the plans i had,in the end it was the beautiful calming grass and peace which i wanted to destroy!!!.. its so simple, God want us to enjoy His world,the beauty He made for us,and we run around ignoring it!!...
'He maketh me to lie down in green pastures'
There were other people there, who told me i owned the pasture,i did not resent them being there,i think there was some sort of club going on, that's why they parked there....are these the people who told me not to allow the Enemy to win?
Terry said yesterday in a reply to a post i put on her website, spiritual side of domestic violence,that my Ex must be driven by a demon, devil, to stalk me, cant remember her exact words,but the Lord is showing me the truth of this slowly.She is definitely one who encourages me, i go to her website a lot,its good to go to the worldly people sometimes, but i do thank God for Sisters in Him who He uses too speak into my life,God bless Her.
Thursday 17 January 2013
Core beliefs
Today i am grateful to God because He is Good,it is interesting that we all have the same set of core beliefs. He is impressing on me that i should lay out my beliefs in this blog
Monday 14 January 2013
Pray for the little things,and BIG
Today i am grateful to God for answers to prayers,little small desperate prayers,i asked Him to help me Park the car, the windows were all iced up and i could not really see out of the back windows, i did it the first time! was shocked, couldn't really believe it!!..and ye last week i went backwards and forwards at least 7 times in perfectly clear conditions, overshooting, and ending up hitting the edge of the pavement, the only difference between the two times was PRAYER!....so today's lesson, the holy Spirit has taught me is,Pray, Pray, pray...
Thursday 10 January 2013
The Lamb upon the Throne
Today i am grateful to God for the restored relationship with my Earthly Father, and with my heavenly Father, God is so good to me,better than i deserve! i really don't know what has been going on with me the last few months but i have not been able to read the Bible and my Prayer life was non existent, my good friend Eddy sent me a booklet about forgiveness, which annoyed me at first but i realise i must not be closed minded, and should be open to other believers to be able to speak into my life if they think i need it, i have known a few believers who are unteachable , and will take no advice on their walk with the Lord,in fact who get offended and regard it as criticism! Lord please save me from being closed to Your prompting through those i trust.
So yesterday i was given another chorus,'All Heaven declares', another wonderful old praise song! Thank you Lord.
So yesterday i was given another chorus,'All Heaven declares', another wonderful old praise song! Thank you Lord.
Monday 7 January 2013
waking up Praising!!..
Today i am Grateful for waking up Praising God, so wonderful, i was signing a chorus, which i just knew the tune for and later the words came!, when i looked it up it was called 'All Hail the Lamb,enthroned on High,His praise shall be our Battle cry,He reigns Victorious, forever glorious, His name is Jesus, He is the Lord'
So i did not turn on T.v,just sat praising Him, wonderful!!!..,at night i have been Praying for a while thanking Him for rejoicing over us with signing when we sleep, when we wake we should return the Praise to Him, today is the first time that has happened, so wonderful! Praise Him! Hallelujah
So i did not turn on T.v,just sat praising Him, wonderful!!!..,at night i have been Praying for a while thanking Him for rejoicing over us with signing when we sleep, when we wake we should return the Praise to Him, today is the first time that has happened, so wonderful! Praise Him! Hallelujah
Saturday 5 January 2013
Freedom in Christ
Today i am grateful to God for wonderful fellowship with other Christians,God is so good to me, even when i locked myself away from the World, He just waits patiently until i am ready, and blesses me through others.I went to a Prayer for the Nation meeting, at an old friends new house, over twenty people, and they had a party afterwards,which i was invited to, Ben was happy at Nathans house,It was very successful for my first tentative step into the Christian world. hallelujah!!!
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