Wednesday 7 October 2015

Not "handling" it anymore.

Well its been a tiring few weeks,Jon has made it impossible for Joe to be around him, and Jon has been so mean to Ben that i am not sure if he should be around him..In fact The whole Mulcahy family have been so manipulating, controlling and really just so vile that i really don't want anyone i care to be around them. A Poisonous bunch... Joe can fight back, but when Ben is called a little "S**t" by his own Father something has to be done, i wouldn't let Ben be around anyone else who calls him names like that. and i certainly won't just because its his Dad.I know now that he is not safe, they are not keeping him safe when he goes there,so he wont be.
Ben says "i can handle dad",but he shouldn't have to 'handle him!! or anyone!..The old motto 'sticks and stones will break my bones,but words will never hurt me' is totally completely wrong!! Words last much longer! sometimes it takes years for the words to stop...
I am on a very wet and windy Welsh hillside,almost next to the sea, the wind just rushes up the hill and hits the caravan, and the noise is just awful! its impossible to sleep, its 5.23 a.m, and i haven't slept for a few hours now because of the noise!!, it makes the dogs restless, and any movement in the caravan is noisy,just awful, its not like that in the house!! being in a tin box is the problem i guess!!

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