Its nice to be home after that very short break! There is definitely something refreshing about sea air, it invigorates!! i have been feeling a lot better generally since then and am starting to take an interest in the house and thinking about what to do to make it better, to look better anyway. Helen is getting more tired and not really able to join in the c.m.a.Its so sad and i have to rebuke myself when i get sad, because i know she is going to be healed. God is good all the time!..
Ben has started back on his medicine which the doctor thought he should take after the overdose..Mike hasn't rung since saturday, which is good.I am going through a very lean period and have had to borrow money from Darren, i couldn't really afford to go to the caravan, but there were only a few days left until the site closed for the winter.
Mike did ring later today,(friday), just to say the cheque i gave him bounced,so i started to say,"oh i am sorry about that, i will.." had only got those few words out when he interupts with"DONT WORRY about it" very loudly and patronisingly, implying that i was panicking over it...so i interupt him back, loudly,"i wasn't worried about it, i will bring the cash round on monday"
It is like he is trying to score points off me every time he rings me,to loudly dominate every conversation,to tell me what to do! and if i don't comply he brings in things i have shared with him, personal stuff to criticize me about..its as if every conversation i have with him is planned to wind me up and upset me!! really odd! it doesn't work though but why is he doing it?!! very strange!!..
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