Tuesday 11 January 2022

BOJO,, the Clown, and the fury of the British, Lazy Lisa rides again!!

Our Prime minister has provoked almost RUDENESS from Us!!, it takes a lot, Fury is not a British Characteristic,speaking personally anyway, i am too lazy, and just think 'Karma' will get them in the end(,not of course that i actually believe in Karma), maybe it should "what goes around comes around"!!! being half Irish of course, i am not so mild as the average English person! i may have a scary temper, but have to be pushed a long way before i lose it! laziness again!....maybe another Irish positive?, really just picking my battles...Ben had been getting right into my face,for 25 years,flicking his fingers,it all stopped after i said "how dare you"so angy he was taken aback,he did try a few times again! but the fury from before told him to pull back! I have just been reading a post from december "Taming of the Shrew" 2012,so almost 10 years,i was saying how much i thought some of my kids were misunderstood and not bullies at all....and that Joe was really good with Ben! How things change!! and they both have a good dose of their Dad Jons 'wind up merchant', to put it politely, with typical British understatment!.. Sometimes its really hard to love the more unpleasant of my Children, its hard to see how disrespectful they are to others, and how gullible to lies,about me...but time has gone by, and why should i expect loyalty just for being their Mother?, sometimes they resented being brought up on Welfare, i understand that...but to have this air of entitlement?... One in particular, Joe thinks he is entitled,to money,and never grateful, if he doesnt get it, he steals it...from two severelly disabled people, (me and Ben), its really hard to have any Pride in him,so now i doubt everything i have ever thought about him,did he ever tell me the truth?, who is he really?...but i am not getting into the Enemys trap of a 'pity party'too many times,hopefully not again!!! Just because some of the people in my life treat me like i am worth nothing does not mean i am! it hurts, of course it does!! i am human!, but i know i am loved by the Creator of the Universe, who IS the very Embodiment of Pure Love!

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