New grandchild, Scam Artists, and the new life God has given me!

A new year, a time of letting go of the past, and moving onto new and exciting future, or the new phrase, used increasingly annoying 'moving forward' so irritating...So we let go of the failures, the mistakes of the past and start anew, i know as a believer that in Jesus we can let go of the past,He allows us, i feel very sorry for the un-believers who don't have this privilege in Him,what do they do with all the pain, and un-forgiveness that leaves them' stuck in a moment'its hard sometimes to give it to Him even as a believer, its a process we have to go through..'grief is a process' as it says in the wonderful film 'Analyse that'.... I am to have another Grandchild, its wonderful news,even though they have no where to live, no jobs!!...I know God is in control,and as Nathan my oldest has said it may be the making of Joe! he has already told me that on sunday when Daisy was rushed to hospital,and told she would probably lose the baby, he had to stay strong for her,Praise God she didn't! At the moment i am quite sad that my old friends don't want to see me as much as i want to see them..that's life i guess,the woman i call the scam artist has popped up again smelling of roses, i don't know what she needs to do to Mike and Andre for them to reject her...(she simpered up to Andre and said she could get from him what she cant for her husband, it took me two weeks to get Andre through that, and she abandoned Mike in India, and refused to give the Mental nurse,whose name i cant remember any money to buy the tickets, home Mike tried to attack him three times on the flight home,and all the scammer has to say is He (the nurse) was telling 'everyone he was a doctor')....and that is sufficient to absolve her of any guilt!!! i don't know if i can sit by and watch them getting hurt by her any more..I am feeling very much a spare part,i feel as if i am not important to them anymore..and to be honest i am not, i have been puzzling about this, a lot in the last few days, i don't want to come to the conclusion that when i was younger i was closer to them, and now i am older they are not interested..because they have younger more available women around! i really thought they liked me for me,my personality,nothing more..its sad, but not devastating! i did expect more of them, there is not a human being in the world that can be trusted!! we all let each other down, Thank goodness we have The Lord in our lives!He never lets us down! Praise Him. God has brought me a whole new group of friends,the Bikers,Christian Motorcycling Association,this year has really brought so many changes in my life,so i leave some people in the past,Andre Mike, and Darren,the last two being the ones i have had fellowship most with in the past years, and i hope been a help to!since this time last year God has really turned my life around, i actually want to go to church! (Bikers Church)!, i have got my confidence back, which had been knocked badly,after the whole 'Avril',( she was a really close friend who i had discipled,and then just disappeared out of my life with no explanation) thing,and the hiding in the house,in the summer of 2012,the Stalker ex almost won, but it really was the Enemy of out souls behind it as always!!!1,Howard, the ex is just a pathetic, sad,violent, weak man,who cant let go..(i do have to be a bit careful what i say about Him after the whole 'dis-embodied voice thing')!!but as i have said before God has given me the strength to completely forgive Him,and when Andre said on the phone 'Howard really does moan a lot' i was bemused, because i did not immediately launch into a tirade about him!!! and even when i was going through the 'summer of 2012) i was not unforgiving about the past, just furious that he doesnt seem to think i have the right to say 'stay away', surely women have the right to do that, to refuse unwanted Male attention, to be able to go out of the house, without having to be fearful, about 'accidentally on purpose'meeting with the saddo!.