The battery on this iPad is going to go pretty soon,I have an infection today so it looks like I won’t be able to go to the branch meeting again today, which has made me feel really fed up.I went to the twiglets first birthday party on Thursday, Lidia wasn’t able to come, so went with Brian on our own.It was great and I really enjoyed it! My hip has been bothering me for a while now, it was baby Alice’s birthday party yesterday, so all my kids and almost all their kids were in the same place at the same time,obviously Ellie and Willow weren’t there.
Joe has started work now, and is at an interview now for a second Job, he has made a commitment to the Lord, and is going on with Him, every day.I had an amazing conversation with Colin,Joes Grandad, he said he prays for the girls, Ellie and Willow every day, I told him Joe trusts God to look after them, he says he did too...I came off the phone and had tears running down my face.
Monday, 3 December 2018
Wednesday, 17 October 2018
Nipper and Gizmo, part 2
Well it’s the 17 th October, 5 weeks later, and she died this morning, totally unexpected,was expecting her to get better like last time,I don’t know if it was a virus, and she never shook it off....and Nipper her dad is still going, being as annoying as always. Don’t really know what else to say!
Sunday, 30 September 2018
Today
Today I got up and went to church,I was a bit late but nobody seems to mind,I can do stuff like that now because Joe has been staying here,so I can go out at a moment notice if I want too! It’s quite unusual for me...for the last two days I have been feeling in a better mood,so I actually smiled at the woman across the road, which surprised her...I go through phases like this, when I can’t speak to people and hate to go out of the house.
The woman preaching, (talking),was about hidden things in the Church, she had noticed that a woman was not coming to church,and bumped into her in town and saw she had a black eye, and was wearing a scarf to cover up other bruises...so the preacher said we must not be too legalistic about what the Bible says about divorce, because we don’t know what is going on in other people’s lives. This was the first time I have ever heard this spoken about in a Church EVER, a bit disappointing that it had to be a woman saying it, a woman I was talking to said she was given some tickets for a circus, by women’s Aid,and when I came home and told Joe he said she is not the sort of woman who would be abused and she was lying...so that made me think a lot.
Joe heard some disturbing news about his Ex,about her Dad,and it got him upset for a while,I got Cody a new Bed, cushion, which he started to tear up!..Suki ran off with Joes smelly sock,he likes to chew them up,Joe tried to get it off him and Suki growled at him, so Cody tried to go for Suki,Joe was in between them trying to keep them apart...so I got out the food bowls which distracts them...dogs are so easy to distract.
So that’s what I have done today.. I read a post where I said everything I had done that day, which is boring for me to do today, but I got a lot of insight into things that have changed, so I am going to do this ’Day in the life’ thing again.
The woman preaching, (talking),was about hidden things in the Church, she had noticed that a woman was not coming to church,and bumped into her in town and saw she had a black eye, and was wearing a scarf to cover up other bruises...so the preacher said we must not be too legalistic about what the Bible says about divorce, because we don’t know what is going on in other people’s lives. This was the first time I have ever heard this spoken about in a Church EVER, a bit disappointing that it had to be a woman saying it, a woman I was talking to said she was given some tickets for a circus, by women’s Aid,and when I came home and told Joe he said she is not the sort of woman who would be abused and she was lying...so that made me think a lot.
Joe heard some disturbing news about his Ex,about her Dad,and it got him upset for a while,I got Cody a new Bed, cushion, which he started to tear up!..Suki ran off with Joes smelly sock,he likes to chew them up,Joe tried to get it off him and Suki growled at him, so Cody tried to go for Suki,Joe was in between them trying to keep them apart...so I got out the food bowls which distracts them...dogs are so easy to distract.
So that’s what I have done today.. I read a post where I said everything I had done that day, which is boring for me to do today, but I got a lot of insight into things that have changed, so I am going to do this ’Day in the life’ thing again.
Saturday, 8 September 2018
Nipper and Gizmo
It’s 1.30am, and I am wide awake, I am in bed, and I have a fluffy dog bed on the floor next to me with two elderly Yorkshire terriers in it,Nipper the older one,is 14yrs old, his front legs don’t work,for the last 3or four years,he is blind,he still warns if someone comes to the door, and loves a fight with the young Yorkie spike.
Gizmo is in the bed next to him, she is his pup,and only about 8months older, she has had some vomiting on and off for about a week,the day before yesterday, for no reason, completely out of the blue,he had very laboured breathing,which got better over the day, I think she inhaled some vomit,she is blind from cataracts, and almost deaf.
So I don’t know what is going to happen, I hope Gizmo is ok,Spike has had the same virus type thing too, in the last few days,but he seems ok,but obviously is younger, so able to shake stuff off easier..theses dogs have been faithful companions for 13and14 years, the least they deserve now is to be taken care of until they are taken home to heaven.
Gizmo is in the bed next to him, she is his pup,and only about 8months older, she has had some vomiting on and off for about a week,the day before yesterday, for no reason, completely out of the blue,he had very laboured breathing,which got better over the day, I think she inhaled some vomit,she is blind from cataracts, and almost deaf.
So I don’t know what is going to happen, I hope Gizmo is ok,Spike has had the same virus type thing too, in the last few days,but he seems ok,but obviously is younger, so able to shake stuff off easier..theses dogs have been faithful companions for 13and14 years, the least they deserve now is to be taken care of until they are taken home to heaven.
Monday, 27 August 2018
The purge...
It's been a strange day today,it's been a purging day in this house,..I have Challenged my Ex Jon (Mulcahy), (see my previous post with his name in it!) He was saying on Facebook that I stopped him seeing his kids, when in fact he saw them every Sunday at his parents house, I have plenty of witnesses to that!including his own family!!
Of course abusive people do tell lies about their Victims, and I know most of the lies him and Howard Seymour Shellard tell about me,in private to mutual friends, because they are cowards,and know nothing can be done about Lies told in Private, but to Publicly lie about me? And to have the evidence out there in Public!, BAD MISTAKE,!!!.. reminds me of Julia Roberts in that film when she goes back into a shop and goes up to the Shop Assitant who previously refused to serve her, she was in Prostitutes clothing, she went in with all her expensive new clothes, and bags from expensive shops and said, "you refused to serve me yesterday, you work on commission don't you,BIG MISTAKE!!" Wonderful! It was Pretty woman film,just remembered!
So Joe has finally challenged Daisy on her abuse of him,talking over him, taking the kids hundreds of miles away, and only letting him see them if he is in a relationship with her...it's sad because it's Ellie's fourth birthday today, and none of us can see her...or give her her birthday presents, or even be there because it's also her first day of school.. she even admitted she had ruined Ellie's birthday.. but it won't last long...she is sending photos of her own sad face, she has lost control and is panicking, but she chose this,it's her life... but she won't take responsibility for long like most abusers, it will soon be someone else's fault...it's a sad situation, for the kids and Joe. ..He has told her he can't be her counsellor anymore,while she is lying about him to her family, calling him the Abuser...She has admitted she made him ill by her anger tantrums, having him walking on egg shells to keep her from losing her temper....sad sad sad....no ones the winner in this... most of all those wonderful little Girls...
So Joe has finally challenged Daisy on her abuse of him,talking over him, taking the kids hundreds of miles away, and only letting him see them if he is in a relationship with her...it's sad because it's Ellie's fourth birthday today, and none of us can see her...or give her her birthday presents, or even be there because it's also her first day of school.. she even admitted she had ruined Ellie's birthday.. but it won't last long...she is sending photos of her own sad face, she has lost control and is panicking, but she chose this,it's her life... but she won't take responsibility for long like most abusers, it will soon be someone else's fault...it's a sad situation, for the kids and Joe. ..He has told her he can't be her counsellor anymore,while she is lying about him to her family, calling him the Abuser...She has admitted she made him ill by her anger tantrums, having him walking on egg shells to keep her from losing her temper....sad sad sad....no ones the winner in this... most of all those wonderful little Girls...
Saturday, 28 July 2018
A Rollercoaster Ride,with Jesus in control.
It's been a rollercoaster for the last few weeks,the Enemy has been trying to destroy my family, but I am not worried, well not for long anyway as I know the The Lord is in control of my life and my family, so I have had to give up any sense of control, that anything I do will change anything,Joe has not been taking his medicines, so has been through a rough time,he has smashed windows, been vile and abusive, and tried to hang himself...but The Lord saved his life, and saved Daisy's life when on the full moon, red moon night she was attacked,I am not going to give the Enemy any Glory by going into any more details than that, some people have said that they "don't know how I get through these bad things that happen", and that they know it's because I have Jesus in my life!
Tuesday, 3 July 2018
Yes and Amen
It's quite strange, I have had over 100views of this blog this morning, and today is only 6hours old! Very welcome for anyone to read this, it would not be public if it wasn't! I am curious why people from over 15countries decided to view this in just the last 6 hours,it's not interesting or dramatic, or salacious! It's been quite a week here,we have been arranging to run something in August for a local charity.
The enemy has been trying to undermine, and frustrate my work for the Lord, but GLory to God, and with His help,the Lord always had the victory, the best thing to happen is that Joe has been convicted by the Holy Spirit and is intending to go to a Christian lunch meeting at a Churchwe used to go to when he was a child,with a new very loving and caring Pastor, in fact the Church that God used to bring me back to Him he wasn't baptised by them,because they thought he was too young,but I did it in the bath, in fact 3 of the children made a commitment at the same time,i remember the urgency the Lord instilled me with to do that, I asked all of them,and as I had come out of the Church and didn't know any Christian Pastors, or even Christian Brothers to do it, I did it myself, and the Lord gave me a few words for him, and that one day he would be a preacher! Which to be honest seemed very far away as he had gone back into the world!
It seems like Gods promise is being fulfilled...it says in the bible that"His promises are yes and Amen"..
I am still very stunned by this...as I always am when God moves in my life...but He proves to me over and over that He is Lord, over me my life, and my children's life..Glory to God, He is Good, ALL the time!!!
The enemy has been trying to undermine, and frustrate my work for the Lord, but GLory to God, and with His help,the Lord always had the victory, the best thing to happen is that Joe has been convicted by the Holy Spirit and is intending to go to a Christian lunch meeting at a Churchwe used to go to when he was a child,with a new very loving and caring Pastor, in fact the Church that God used to bring me back to Him he wasn't baptised by them,because they thought he was too young,but I did it in the bath, in fact 3 of the children made a commitment at the same time,i remember the urgency the Lord instilled me with to do that, I asked all of them,and as I had come out of the Church and didn't know any Christian Pastors, or even Christian Brothers to do it, I did it myself, and the Lord gave me a few words for him, and that one day he would be a preacher! Which to be honest seemed very far away as he had gone back into the world!
It seems like Gods promise is being fulfilled...it says in the bible that"His promises are yes and Amen"..
I am still very stunned by this...as I always am when God moves in my life...but He proves to me over and over that He is Lord, over me my life, and my children's life..Glory to God, He is Good, ALL the time!!!
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