Big Breakfast number 3

Its been a quiet few days,i was hoping to get to the caravan this week but its not happened so far anyway!..I did not want to leave at the begining of the week because Joe was on his own because Daisy had take the kids to scotland to visit her family, her birth mum has never seen the kids, she will be back soon!..Darren has been harrasing Sandra with phone calls,every five minutes when she cant answer straight away, he has promised to stop it.Ben went to the doctor,and has to see the Psychiatrist again, i didn't tell the doctor though but he is changing from smiling and laughing and talking,a lot about when he was a kid,and the next day he shouts and gets nasty about going to bed, he is getting up in a bad mood...I did the reading of the book of Nahum in the house about four days ago, that seems to have helped. Ben's Grand-dad Colin is going in for a pacemaker to be fitted to his heart today , Joe is worried, but Colin is playing it down,so people don't worry i suppose!..its the Big breakfast on Sunday, its a huge event with thousands of Bikers coming from all over the country to a small transport Cafe in Rural Shropshire, we are also having a Biker Church service at 3.pm the same day there and a blessing for a young couple who are getting married on friday!...A bad night last night,Ben was shouting and punching the wall and banging stuff at 1 am.I have been embarrassed about answering the door today, in case the neighbours were complaining,but i don't blame them if they do!! Rebekah has just been round, very kindly brought some marmalade, and a cardigan she has knitted for Willow. She was encouraging me to go to an Autism group on a Thursday afternoon, which was very nice of her, she has a son called George who is also Autistic, but more able than Ben.So the Enemy is not happy about this weekend,i am hoping to help out by taking some equipment to the Big breakfast event!