On the way back?

I am on the way back! I had to get really honest with the Lord,yesterday and repent of unforgiveness,so today i feel better, a lot better! Praise God...and yes i had to repent of despising my old believing self! ( I had been reading some of my old posts), and was shocked that i was such a good christian...'thanks goodness i am not that way anymore'.. i am ashamed to say...and one i have just realised i forgot is that i maybe blamed God for some of the really bad stuff that has happened to me?..(bad things happen to everybody)...God is good, all the time! Praise Him!!