My Cowardice

I am a coward, i have given in, wont be going to church again, i cant involve the Pastor in this, because church is the only place i am going to encounter him,and if the Police were involved they would have to talk to them.(i would love to do what Elizabeth says and talk to the Pastor ans his wife. and tell them what i am going through, and in an ideal world they would bar him from the church, but of course that as Christians we cant behave like that unfortunately!!!!..)