Guitars and decorating

Great church service last night,pastor Phil had lost his voice so not enough singing, had a lovely time at Mikes after great meal,Ex's(Howard) friend Eddie was there for a while so had a nice chat to him,he was embarrassed about mentioning the Ex's name, but i was talking about concerts he went to so he soon loosened up, he has been going to church most sunday mornings, which is great, not saved yet but he is on the way!..Still having trouble going to the church in the daytime,  as Ex Howard is there every day, decorating,still dont trust myself not to scream out loud at him...... so best to stay away, really wanted to ask Phil about guitar lessons, but You guessed it, Ex is learning now! i had made the mistake of telling Mike...un-surprisingly he suddenly developed an interest.!!.....I made a good effort at some housework yesterday, did not allow myself to go on the laptop, in the end i had missed the bible reading which i do every day by email,so it did not work out so well, the day before i had tried to read it but because i had not slept just could not concentrate, still keeping up the Praying in tongues every night, about three months, maybe longer, have trouble keeping concentrating on that too though!!!....