National Stalking week

Its national stalking week here in u.k. I didn't know this and its a bit strange that last night i did my periodic check on the internet for anything from Howard!(my stalker ex,) i do this every so often, i was also struggling with anger about the church that didn't want to do anything about him when i told them he was my violent Ex, i eventually had to leave...there was not much about him, so his computer skills have not improved and he is not able to get on-line, for now anyway!! I am annoyed i have missed two meetings in the last few days, the national A.G.M on Saturday and the local branch meeting tonight i have had a flu/cold bug over the last few days it started on friday with a constantly running nose, and has carried on until today, in fact this is the first day it has not been running...gross i know!! i used to get colds which would be really bad with a runny nose for just one day and then be better, maybe it wasn't a cold, maybe it was flu...i have had some aching muscles, feels like i have walked for miles!!! one strange thing though is that i haven't been sleeping, and Ben has been sitting around feeling tired, until 4.30/5.am... i don't know why he won't just say he is tired and go to bed!!, but that's not been part of this daily routine.. ever...so he's not going to change it now!! i have just written that whole last paragraph without correcting the bad spelling as i go along, and it averages two mistakes in every line, whole words!.., i was quite pleased with myself when i did a typing test and scored 40 words a minute,( i think the average is 23 words per minute),then i saw a guy called Nick on face book, who lives his life with no limbs and he can type 40 words a minute with just his feet,his ankles seem attached to the bottom of his body!! so now i feel ashamed of even being a little bit proud of that!!