New Phase in Life.

I have been going through some things recently.i think the Lord is taking me into a new phase of my life,i started to think last night that i am getting depressed again, because over the last few days i have being feeling tearful,which used to happen years ago when i was treated for depression!.. but i have decided not to feel sorry for myself anymore,which of course means its not real depression,and i would not compare what i am going through to anyone who is truly depressed! its the servants of the Father of lies!i dont rate the Father of lies HiMSELF!just his minions! I am not going to say that Mental illness is not real, or as some would say the Enemy possesion, i dont know! A woman i knew years ago used to think Demons were responsible for every problem we went through!!"a demon under every rock" so to speak, and i used to believe her!! i am not sure about that now, but i do pray every night that the Lord will help us not to "be ignorant of the enemy and his devices", which is from the Bible.One good thing though has happened already today,Ben has got up,just before midday!! very unusual!!!,probably because i said we were going to town! But he is up!Praise God