i have been trying to remember things to post by putting down titles, on the 18th of August i wrote about dreames, i dreamt about my Ex Husband,i was with him and then found out he was cheating so ended it,i was not sure what this meant,i thought it could be that i was emotionless about the cheating, maybe that i didn't let myself get affected by Him anymore which was nice for the few hours it lasted! i wont go into details, but i found out later that day from sandra, that He had been telling lies about me again at the church i went to for 15yrs until he started going there!I haves asked Sandra not to tell me anything about Him, but she blurted it out before i could stop her. Its really not work being friends with people who say things to hurt us, even when asked not to. So it was a warning from God, the dream, of course the "cheating" was him lieing,and maybe the reaction was what He wants it to be,not what it was! I have put some paintings in a Exhibition, in a nearby shopping centre,one was immediately put in the Window! Nathan is in Eygypt at the moment, Zannie went to New York, for her friend,and Ex stepsisters 30th birthday,( when they got home she had a party for her family,didnt invite her Dad, who was then "accidently" told by her step-dad!!, who also said "He looks really old" HA HA!) i AM A TERRIBLE CHRISTIAN......I SHOULDN'T really laugh, but he has caused me a lot of trouble over the years, and expense! ( THIS IS THE SAME EX-STEP DAUGHTER WHO USED TO HIDE WHEN HE WENT ROUND, BECAUSE ALL HE WANTED TO TALK TO HER ABOUT WAS ME,but this is the same man who didnt see his children on the pre arranged day because his 17 yr old girlfriend was jealous of the time he spent with them, he was 35)So what goes around.....!