Passing of another faithful hound

the last of the litter has gone my old Yorkshire terrier has died half an hour ago,i year to the day that the other one from the same litter died,she was 17 half years old, and i had not taken her to the vet because i am pretty sick of all vets, i was feeling bad because she had Cancer for most of the last 11yrs, and the last vet we saw said she could not do anything else for her, so i thought maybe the breast Cancer was back, but knew the vet would just want to put her down, and not actually try to help her,i looked at her chest after she died ( she would not let me before) and there was nothing there! so i had felt bad for nothing FOR MONTHS! STUPID ME, FELL INTO  the enemy's trap again, she died just the same as her brother,i was on the phone when she went which annoyed and upset me,shed had some water this morning but just gave a polite lick of the food i offered her for the last 2 days, when her mum was run over she sat by her side all night until we buried her, her own daughter, also called Gizmo did not do the same tho!, she is sitting next to her now,i am sure she mist know she is dead, dogs do.i patted her on the head last night when she was walking around, thank you Lord for her, i know i will see them all again.