Today i am grateful to God for,....a sunny day.i know its not much, and i am sorry but it does not inspire me with zest for life or hope for the future!!!.. its been 17 days since my last post, and i suppose because of what i last wrote here, about salvation, heaven, hell, and other biblical Truths! The enemy of our souls was not happy, and it has been one crisis after another.....literally just after i wrote the last entry, it started,8.am, i had a panicked text from Joe, the Landlord had walked into their bedroom and told them to move out that day,i gave him money to let them stay another week,arranged for them to have a place across the road from me, all they had to do was get themselves together with their documents,i.d's and the place would have been theirs,they just had a massive row. i helped them move out,on the next Friday and Saturday, the girls helped,so did Ben, and their Dad, Jon, the only ones who didn't were Joe and Daisy!!!,she was yelling and screaming, he was trying to calm her down, while i had to endure a day and a half of their Dad,lying about how upset he was "they had lost the house and how he had tried so hard to stop it happening",actually if Jon had payed the RENT that would have stopped it....he dodged that! he was given the rent by the local authority......
Joe decided he wanted to go to Scotland to stay with Daisy's Mum, demanded the money from me,when he could not get it i had some nasty texts saying i needed to be a 'grown up' about this!!!,they got the money from His grandad,who was terrified they would do something desperate to get it.They cant afford to go on holiday with their friends because they are broke from bailing out their Son, Jon, over the years, i cant have any respect for ANYONE who takes money from pensioners,or those on benefits, even my own flesh and blood.
On Friday i had some chest pains, spent the whole day in hospital, they found that i hadn't had a heart attack, but the electrical impulses of my heart are misfiring, so i am waiting to see the doctor next week,i have felt really ill all week,So the Enemy has won, for a while, but NEVER FOR EVER,God is on my side,i am a very bad child to Him,i may abandon Him when i suffer, but He never abandons me!
Praise You Lord.
Thursday, 28 February 2013
Monday, 11 February 2013
Salvation
Today i am grateful to God for the Salvation He gives me,My God died for me, no other religion or Faiths can say that!..
So my subject today is Salvation, i want to explain what it means to me and what i understand it to be,we are all sinners, which mean we deserve to go to Hell,in the old testament animals were killed to atone, or pay for the sin of the People,they had to use a perfect spotless beast to Kill,(the phrase Scapegoat comes from this,one was killed for sin and the other was allowed to go free, escape.)
Because Jesus lived but never sinned He was called the Lamb of God, a perfect sinless sacrifice.
When Jesus gave up His life willingly, He paid the Price for us all, so we don't have to, He paid it for us.
That is the basic Biblical view,how it is explained.
Its a shame but the unsaved believe that they will go to Heaven, and their unsaved family are there waiting for them,its not what the Bible says, even those who believe in God do not automatically go there,everyone who goes there must be saved, born again, this is what the Bible says,just because some one thinks they are good, does not qualify them for Heaven.
Of course not every one who calls themselves Christian believes that, the Catholic church tells its followers the just by attending the church you are guaranteed entry to Heaven!, its a lie,but they believe that a Man, the Pope,is the final Authority on everything, not the Bible, its very sad,millions will go to a lost eternity.
So my subject today is Salvation, i want to explain what it means to me and what i understand it to be,we are all sinners, which mean we deserve to go to Hell,in the old testament animals were killed to atone, or pay for the sin of the People,they had to use a perfect spotless beast to Kill,(the phrase Scapegoat comes from this,one was killed for sin and the other was allowed to go free, escape.)
Because Jesus lived but never sinned He was called the Lamb of God, a perfect sinless sacrifice.
When Jesus gave up His life willingly, He paid the Price for us all, so we don't have to, He paid it for us.
That is the basic Biblical view,how it is explained.
Its a shame but the unsaved believe that they will go to Heaven, and their unsaved family are there waiting for them,its not what the Bible says, even those who believe in God do not automatically go there,everyone who goes there must be saved, born again, this is what the Bible says,just because some one thinks they are good, does not qualify them for Heaven.
Of course not every one who calls themselves Christian believes that, the Catholic church tells its followers the just by attending the church you are guaranteed entry to Heaven!, its a lie,but they believe that a Man, the Pope,is the final Authority on everything, not the Bible, its very sad,millions will go to a lost eternity.
Thursday, 7 February 2013
Holy Spirit
Today i am grateful to God for the Parents He chose to give me,we have had our bad moments,all relationships do,but i try to honour them,when i was a child they were unhappy,and did things i am sure they regretted,as i have with my own children.Thank God for them.
I want to share my ' Core belief ' in the Holy Spirit today,He is one part of the Trinity,the other two maybe have more obvious roles, it in Their Names,the Father, and the Son.The Holy Spirit of God's name is not a function on first appearance,but He is the Presence of Both the Others on the Earth,the others are in Heaven,I am not sure exactly how He works,it says in Genesis the Spirt of God brooded over the Earth,maybe the Earth is His territory?
When i took a miss turn in Wales and came across a house way off the main road, a woman came out of her house,she was wearing a Pentagram around her Neck,i knew what she was, she knew what I was,i could see it in her reaction to me,was it the Holy Spirit she saw in Me, i do know that even now 12 years later i feel a very evil feeling coming from the direction of Her house when we are on the Beach nearby,i even felt to remove my footprints once on the same beach, i don't know why.
The most important thing i want to say about The Holy SPIRIT is that He is a He, not an 'it' as some People call Him. He is the Third Person of the Trinity.
I want to share my ' Core belief ' in the Holy Spirit today,He is one part of the Trinity,the other two maybe have more obvious roles, it in Their Names,the Father, and the Son.The Holy Spirit of God's name is not a function on first appearance,but He is the Presence of Both the Others on the Earth,the others are in Heaven,I am not sure exactly how He works,it says in Genesis the Spirt of God brooded over the Earth,maybe the Earth is His territory?
When i took a miss turn in Wales and came across a house way off the main road, a woman came out of her house,she was wearing a Pentagram around her Neck,i knew what she was, she knew what I was,i could see it in her reaction to me,was it the Holy Spirit she saw in Me, i do know that even now 12 years later i feel a very evil feeling coming from the direction of Her house when we are on the Beach nearby,i even felt to remove my footprints once on the same beach, i don't know why.
The most important thing i want to say about The Holy SPIRIT is that He is a He, not an 'it' as some People call Him. He is the Third Person of the Trinity.
Tuesday, 5 February 2013
The Sword
today i am grateful to God for, my home, be it ever so humble.....
Today i want to talk about some more of my Core beliefs,I believe the Bible is true, and the Word of God,i don't believe any Religion of Man supersedes that, to me it is 'Sola Scriptorium', by Scripture alone.to me the Bible is the 'manufactuers handbook',not a dead thing full of 'thou shalt nots' ,but a positive insight on how to live and Love those around us, it says after all that 'God is Love'.! There are examples of Love, between a man and a woman,(song of Solomon), How Murders repented,(King David),and Moses! betrayal, Judas, fear, Peter.
God has given us such a wonderful blessing,as a friend of Mine said ..'the Bible may be the biggest best seller in the world, but probable the most unread', sitting on dusty shelves here in the West, and yet in other countries where Bibles are forbidden, China for instance,where Bibles have to be smuggled in,they are so hungry for Gods word that they share out pages, and memorise each one.it makes me ashamed when i don't even read mine every day, and as i look at mine on the shelf now, i think of my Brothers and sisters who are Forbidden, but so Brave...
Today i want to talk about some more of my Core beliefs,I believe the Bible is true, and the Word of God,i don't believe any Religion of Man supersedes that, to me it is 'Sola Scriptorium', by Scripture alone.to me the Bible is the 'manufactuers handbook',not a dead thing full of 'thou shalt nots' ,but a positive insight on how to live and Love those around us, it says after all that 'God is Love'.! There are examples of Love, between a man and a woman,(song of Solomon), How Murders repented,(King David),and Moses! betrayal, Judas, fear, Peter.
God has given us such a wonderful blessing,as a friend of Mine said ..'the Bible may be the biggest best seller in the world, but probable the most unread', sitting on dusty shelves here in the West, and yet in other countries where Bibles are forbidden, China for instance,where Bibles have to be smuggled in,they are so hungry for Gods word that they share out pages, and memorise each one.it makes me ashamed when i don't even read mine every day, and as i look at mine on the shelf now, i think of my Brothers and sisters who are Forbidden, but so Brave...
Tuesday, 29 January 2013
Heaven
Today I am grateful to God for my wonderful children,and despite my bad choices in the Past the Lord has kept them safe and secure, this was highlighted yesterday when an 18yr old,who i know who has been brought up in Care took an overdose,the poor child has suffered so much already in her short life.I am asking God to protect her too.
Today my core belief is Heaven,as i said when i talked about Hell, the good place is not full of good people, the bad place is not full of bad people,Heaven is full of people who have said sorry, Hell is full of people who have not,mostly who thought they were good because they have 'never killed anyone'.
The only requirement to either place is whether we are born again or not! that's the ONLY qualification!
God has shown me glimpses of Heaven,a week after Mike died,it seemed like a long rolling plain,green and beautiful,when i nearly died from and Asthma attack at 19, i was stopped from going in there, but i could see it was like a wonderfully green place with streams,He made us to live in a garden after all!
Never seen any pearly gates, or streets of Gold! or Saints marching In! I do know that Heaven is lit by the Wonderful light that comes from the Throne,but its just not light only, the Light itself is Love,an all compassing Love, in which I felt like a dirty Rag,its total acceptance,forgiveness and Comfort, something like a child in Fathers arms!
Please don't miss out on going there, if you are not Born-again,ask Him to come into your heart, and say sorry for you past Mistakes.
Today my core belief is Heaven,as i said when i talked about Hell, the good place is not full of good people, the bad place is not full of bad people,Heaven is full of people who have said sorry, Hell is full of people who have not,mostly who thought they were good because they have 'never killed anyone'.
The only requirement to either place is whether we are born again or not! that's the ONLY qualification!
God has shown me glimpses of Heaven,a week after Mike died,it seemed like a long rolling plain,green and beautiful,when i nearly died from and Asthma attack at 19, i was stopped from going in there, but i could see it was like a wonderfully green place with streams,He made us to live in a garden after all!
Never seen any pearly gates, or streets of Gold! or Saints marching In! I do know that Heaven is lit by the Wonderful light that comes from the Throne,but its just not light only, the Light itself is Love,an all compassing Love, in which I felt like a dirty Rag,its total acceptance,forgiveness and Comfort, something like a child in Fathers arms!
Please don't miss out on going there, if you are not Born-again,ask Him to come into your heart, and say sorry for you past Mistakes.
Sunday, 27 January 2013
Andre, and Mike
Today i am grateful to God for the ability to go through change in Life,and the Knowledge that He is in control! God is so good to us, even though i still sin,He forgives,My friend Andre, who is blind was hoping to visit but Mike made an excuse why he could not stay with him,Andre was hoping to try to mediate between us, but it looks like Mike does not want that. Very sad.
Tuesday, 22 January 2013
HELL
Today i am grateful to God for the truth of His word, the Bible,and the blessing it is to me every time i open it, Praise Him
Today the core belief i have is Hell, i had planned to talk about something else, but i think God wants me to talk about this very difficult and painful subject,i have been close to death quite a few times, and have had visions of Hell, its real place, real people are there, suffering in the fire that is never quenched.
Before i was saved i thought of Hell as the place where people partied all the time, i just laughed at the idea of eternal punishment, but just because i didn't believe in it did not stop it being real!
I saw hideous monsters, tormenting,beating, eating the flesh of those there,massive caverns full of pools of fire, souls trying to escape and being pushed back in by evil creatures, some with great horns,bodies of animals, like red scaly bodies, some looked like huge crabs, scorpions,huge bulbous bodies.They laughed as they did it, saying 'you deserve to be here' they hated human beings,every cruel evil weapon was used.,no-one was spared their spite.Flesh grew back on bones,only to be scorched and burned off again.
I am glad i will never return there,i have had visions of Heaven too.I will talk about that too, later on.
When i was in hospital, in Intensive care,with a life threatening Asthma attack,i was pregnant with my oldest son, about 8 wks. I remember drifting off into unconsciousness, every time i did i was running in a race for my life, i always just made it,i woke up and asked the nurse not to let me go back,'go where?' she asked.I worked out afterwards that there were five of these races, as if i was running these almost impossible races for each of my children!!! I was being chased by Monsters in the races,which i saw later in Hell, why did God allow this, i was a Christian, but not born again?
I am a lazy person, was God saying 'i would have to fight hard for my Kids later on? In the book the 'T he Horse and His boy' by C.S.Lewis,there is a part at the end where someone is chased by a Lion,it must be the Horse, who runs as fast as he could,but then goes into higher gear, faster than he ever thought he could go,and a wise person says to him,' you were going as fast as YOU THOUGHT you could go, NOT AS FAST AS YOU COULD GO!..and of course we know who the Lion is in those books... maybe God knew i would not fight hard for my life,but i would for the baby inside, and the others to come! It was a very unpleasant experience,one of the worst ever i have had.
Hell is not separation from God, as some believe, the Bible says it is a real Place,in the centre of the Earth, dont go there, cry out to God now,ask Him to forgive the bad stuff you have done,and ask Him into your life, He will never let you down.
Today the core belief i have is Hell, i had planned to talk about something else, but i think God wants me to talk about this very difficult and painful subject,i have been close to death quite a few times, and have had visions of Hell, its real place, real people are there, suffering in the fire that is never quenched.
Before i was saved i thought of Hell as the place where people partied all the time, i just laughed at the idea of eternal punishment, but just because i didn't believe in it did not stop it being real!
I saw hideous monsters, tormenting,beating, eating the flesh of those there,massive caverns full of pools of fire, souls trying to escape and being pushed back in by evil creatures, some with great horns,bodies of animals, like red scaly bodies, some looked like huge crabs, scorpions,huge bulbous bodies.They laughed as they did it, saying 'you deserve to be here' they hated human beings,every cruel evil weapon was used.,no-one was spared their spite.Flesh grew back on bones,only to be scorched and burned off again.
I am glad i will never return there,i have had visions of Heaven too.I will talk about that too, later on.
When i was in hospital, in Intensive care,with a life threatening Asthma attack,i was pregnant with my oldest son, about 8 wks. I remember drifting off into unconsciousness, every time i did i was running in a race for my life, i always just made it,i woke up and asked the nurse not to let me go back,'go where?' she asked.I worked out afterwards that there were five of these races, as if i was running these almost impossible races for each of my children!!! I was being chased by Monsters in the races,which i saw later in Hell, why did God allow this, i was a Christian, but not born again?
I am a lazy person, was God saying 'i would have to fight hard for my Kids later on? In the book the 'T he Horse and His boy' by C.S.Lewis,there is a part at the end where someone is chased by a Lion,it must be the Horse, who runs as fast as he could,but then goes into higher gear, faster than he ever thought he could go,and a wise person says to him,' you were going as fast as YOU THOUGHT you could go, NOT AS FAST AS YOU COULD GO!..and of course we know who the Lion is in those books... maybe God knew i would not fight hard for my life,but i would for the baby inside, and the others to come! It was a very unpleasant experience,one of the worst ever i have had.
Hell is not separation from God, as some believe, the Bible says it is a real Place,in the centre of the Earth, dont go there, cry out to God now,ask Him to forgive the bad stuff you have done,and ask Him into your life, He will never let you down.
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