down but not out

Today i am grateful to God for,....a sunny day.i know its not much, and i am sorry but it does not inspire me with zest for life or hope for the future!!!.. its been 17 days since my last post, and i suppose because of what i last wrote here, about salvation, heaven, hell, and other biblical Truths! The enemy of our souls was not happy, and it has been one crisis after another.....literally just after i wrote the last entry, it started,8.am, i had a panicked text from Joe, the Landlord had walked into their bedroom and told them to move out that day,i gave him money to let them stay another week,arranged for them to have a place across the road from me, all they had to do was get themselves together with their documents,i.d's and the place would have been theirs,they just had a massive row. i helped them move out,on the next Friday and Saturday, the girls helped,so did Ben, and their Dad, Jon, the only ones who didn't were Joe and Daisy!!!,she was yelling and screaming, he was trying to calm her down, while i had to endure a day and a half of their Dad,lying about how upset he was "they had lost the house and how he had tried so hard to stop it happening",actually if Jon had payed the RENT that would have stopped it....he dodged that!  he was given the rent by the local authority......
Joe decided he wanted to go to Scotland to stay with Daisy's Mum, demanded the money from me,when he could not get it i had some nasty texts saying i needed to be a 'grown up' about this!!!,they got the money from His grandad,who was terrified they would do something desperate to get it.They cant afford to go on holiday with their friends because they are broke from bailing out their Son, Jon, over the years, i cant have any respect for ANYONE who takes money from pensioners,or those on benefits, even my own flesh and blood.
On Friday i had some chest pains, spent the whole day in hospital, they found that i hadn't had a heart attack, but the electrical impulses of my heart are misfiring, so i am waiting to see the doctor next week,i have felt really ill all week,So the Enemy has won, for a while, but NEVER FOR EVER,God is on my side,i am a very bad child to Him,i may abandon Him when i suffer, but He never abandons me!
Praise You Lord.