Today i am grateful for a Heavenly Father who care for us,Darren is still very low,one of his carers, said yesterday that he has never heard him so low, he was alone in town yesterday sitting on a bench crying, no-one asked him if he was o.k, and even when he was in the Pub crying, he was ignored too.
It may sound harsh but i have not cried since my Mum died,but cried a lot when she started to 'lose herself'( when the person she was was slipping away,i visited her, not more than a couple of times a year,i spoke to her,( she always said the last thing to go in a dying person is hearing ).
When she died her body had un-curled, she looked peacefully asleep,she looked alive.!...one odd thing though, the things on the window sill, a scupture Mike had made,some photos,were all knocked over, i dont know whether the staff had done that,if its what is done when some one has died,?...it reminded me about when my Niece was in hospital, and had a bad life threatening reaction to a Pre -med,i was at my Mums house, alone in the front Room, when my Brothers Picture fell over, no one was near it, there were no drafts,it was almost as if the enemy was saying 'i got him and i nearly got her too'......it was the same picture in my Mums room....
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