Feeling a lot better today,bit annoyed to read that my daughter still has the Ex look after my grandson.Had a good prayer meeting yesterday, i prayed a lot, despite not wanting to go....so obviously the key here is that we,i, anyone should not listen to feelings because they could be a lie, from the enemy of our souls, just to stop us obeying God.
I am ashamed to say that i listen to my feelings far too much, and allow myself to be influenced.It is a strange thing that when i first got saved i thought i was not such a bad person,( after initial repentance of course!!) And yet now i feel i let God down every day, i feel more of a sinner now!!!... of course logically that cant be true, God has dealt with so much,brought so much up to be repented of...So i am better for knowing him, but the closer i get to the most perfect and Holy Being the dirtier i feel, His perfect Light shines into every corner,He says 'I am the the Light of the world'
When i had a vision of being taken to heaven His was the literal light of the world, It came straight from the Fathers Throne, too bright to see,it was living, pure love.Light shines from Jesus too, so much i couldn't see his face, but His feet,with the nail holes.
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