Grumpy..Grumpy...Grumpy...didn't think i knew why, Darren came round just now, and he is very sensitive to peoples moods (and yet the a.s.d experts would say that they would not notice)!!!did not know myself, but i think i do know why,Mike rang yesterday and said we should not come round last night, cos the Ex was there,we used to go round regularly on a friday for years, and then when the whole thing with Him started, and Mike said 'what if you were round my house and Howard turned up, it would be very uncomfortable for Me' as the Lord had told me NOT to get Mike in the middle of it, so i said i would not come round on Fridays,so to obey the Lord (Mike had previously said that his greatest wish was to see me and Ex in the same room again.He had put himself in it, when it was really NONE of his business)I had to do what i was told though!..
Really wanted to go round there,rebelliously, i am afraid!..was planning to just turn up! he should not think he can drive me away from everywhere i go!..was enjoying him having to hide at the church!!..but of course that has changed, on tuesday he came out and sat in the main area, and as i left i said goodbye he was sitting at a table with the Pastor, so i just said a general goodbye in Pastors direction , was going to just say 'goodbye Phil and Keith' and leave him out but would have been too obvious! He looked and went to say something but i turned away!... i could have got him arrested for even talking to me!!..Dont want to bring the church guys into this but will have to if it continues...,i am sure he took it as encouragement that i even looked in his direction,its all so unnecessary, i have been going to the church, on and off for over 15 yrs, Mikes house longer than that, before Mike was even friends with him.Really unfair,his son was talking to Nathan,my son, and said' it must be hard when they have the same friends'.. well he only decided they were his friends after he saw me with Mike....Loser
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