A Rollercoaster Ride,with Jesus in control.

It's been a rollercoaster for the last few weeks,the Enemy has been trying to destroy my family, but I am not worried, well not for long anyway as I know the The Lord is in control of my life and my family, so I have had to give up any sense of control, that anything I do will change anything,Joe has not been taking his medicines, so has been through a rough time,he has smashed windows, been vile and abusive, and tried to hang himself...but The Lord saved his life, and saved Daisy's life when on the full moon, red moon night she was attacked,I am not going to give the Enemy any Glory by going into any more details than that, some people have said that they "don't know how I get through these bad things that happen", and that they know it's because I have Jesus in my life!

Yes and Amen

It's quite strange, I have had over 100views of this blog this morning, and today is only 6hours old! Very welcome for anyone to read this, it would not be public if it wasn't! I am curious why people from over 15countries decided to view this in just the last 6 hours,it's not interesting or dramatic, or salacious! It's been quite a week here,we have been arranging to run something in August for a local charity.
The enemy has been trying to undermine, and frustrate my work for the Lord, but GLory to God, and with His help,the Lord always had the victory, the best thing to happen is that Joe has been convicted by the Holy Spirit and is intending to go to a Christian lunch meeting at a Churchwe used to go to when he was a child,with a new very loving and caring Pastor, in fact the Church that God used to bring me back to Him he wasn't baptised by them,because they thought he was too young,but I did it in the bath, in fact 3 of the children made a commitment at the same time,i remember the urgency the Lord instilled me with to do that, I asked all of them,and as I had come out of the Church and didn't know any Christian Pastors, or even Christian Brothers to do it, I did it myself, and the Lord gave me a few words for him, and that one day he would be a preacher! Which to be honest seemed very far away as he had gone back into the world!
It seems like Gods promise is being fulfilled...it says in the bible that"His promises are yes and Amen"..
I am still very stunned by this...as I always am when God moves in my life...but He proves to me over and over that He is Lord, over me my life, and my children's life..Glory to God, He is Good, ALL the time!!!

60 and counting!

Well the day I was dreading has come and gone, with no lasting effects!Tash got me tickets to see the Rolling Stones in concert, which was wonderful! The best birthday present I have ever had, in fact the best present I have ever had! its been a very stressful 3 months which I haven't really been able to talk about, not at the branch meeting, or to ask for prayer from the fast track which is a nationwide prayer set up from the Christian Motorcyclists Association.Brian has 'moved on', has met a lovely woman called Lidia,I actually haven't met her yet, but everyone who has says she is lovely. I have been asked to run a local event here in Shropshire so I am still organising that.The house is getting sorted out,I have started some oil paintings, and apart from Joe suffering from missing the children, life is very good, which I know is an awful thing to say,not just for Joes sake, but because I am feeling good because things are good,I have had some of the darkest times in my life in the last three months,and as everyone who reads this blog will know I have had some really awful things happen to me,but it's so much worse when you see your children go through pain, the blessing I have had is that Joe said despite everything he says he 'can still feel God', which I know will make our Enemy furious, but I know God is in control! God is good, And the people said ALL THE TIME!

6 minutes to 60

60. Wow so ancient, in six minutes, now three minutes I will be 60.. a big age to be....

James and Emma's wedding,a true Royal wedding!

I am going to my first BKier wedding today, at the Church about an hour away in Warrington, most of the bike riders are escorting the Bride to the Church, from Stafford, where they live. Emma was telling me they met at a cross stitch club,and were friends for years before they got together.Its unusual to think that a six foot biker with long hair does cross stich, but he is not the only one in our Branch of the Chirstian Motorcyclists Association.I like doing so called male things, like putting up shelves I built a lean to, I went to college to learn how to do carpentry, and stopped using nails after that, they don't hold as well as screws! I am feeling a lot better now, for a few weeks there I was really struggling,Tash was diagnosed with post natal depression, Joe had been ill too , but both are better, and Joe is able to speak to Ellie and Willow regularly too now,Joe said the girls are missing their dog Cody, an Alaskan Malamute, who has been staying here since the kids went to Scotland.It is hard for me to go out because he has bonded to me and panics when I am not here, he reallyhols VERY loudly...so I am able to get out by taking him to Joes, but I had to take him to the Big Breakfast!!he stayed in the car and was fine, but I can't leave him in the car for very long now as the weather is getting warmer,hehas a very thick coat and even with the windows open it's too warm for him!! Huskies have a double coat, and obviously that is great in Alaska, and Siberia, but even in rainy England it gets too warm!
There is another Wedding going on today! But this is the TRUE royal wedding, as James and Emma are both the Son and Daughter of the King, in fact the King of Kings! Praise God.God is good, ALL THE TIME!

The Battle belongs to the Lord

Down but not out! I sent an email to the Branch members and said something like'we have all had a terrible time recently' and asking for people to pray,We were doing the helmet park at the Ride 4life at a local R.A.F museum,people do a ride from Shrewsbury to the museum, about 20 miles.it went very well and because our branch of the Christian Motorcyclists Asociation has recently had more than 10 new members come to join us, we were able to cover two events, the local motorbike show at Stafford, for two days and the Bike4life on Sunday, so we were split between two events on Sunday.
The new members have come from a very bad situation in another branch,two more are from the Salvation Army, and two new are the parents of a young man called James,who has a really lovely girlfriend called Emma, they are getting married at Biker Church in May,but it looked like it wasn't going to happen in February, because they had another accident on their Bike, which wasn't their fault, in fact James was still in plaster from his last accident,they are counting on the payout from the first accident, to buy a bungalow,but they may not get it because he was in plaster,only on his wrist,he has trouble walking up stairs now.
So we were down but NOT OUT,praise God, we gave out over 200 biker bibles over the weekend! God is good, ALL THE TIME.

Glory to God

It s been a long while since I have posted, and I really don't have anything to say anyway! It's been a very hard struggle this last month, but Joe is o.k, thank the Lord, glory to Him.His children have been taken to Glasgow against his wishes, so we are trying to get them back, lots of lies have been told about Joe, but I am not going to give the Enemy any glory by repeating them here,but I do know God is in control, and I hold onto the promises that the Lord gave me for Joe when he was baptised.I Know God is good, and He is in control! Praise Him