Victim blaming and false repentence

Today i am grateful to God for,.. clarity of thought, and even though i have physical illnesses, i have a clear mind,my friend who has a mental problem has really shown me this,by observing this in his life and his crumbling relationships with others.
Although according to Ben and Joe's Dad, Jon i have not got a clear mind,am not 'right in the head',hilarious....an Abuser calling ME deficient!!!,( and of course over the last 26 years of knowing him he has said this about every Woman he has been with)!!!!!....
I have been reading a wonderful blog called 'A Cry for Justice', which Terry gave a link for on her blog,'spiritual side of domestic Violence', today they were talking about calling Good Evil, and Evil Good, and the line that most stood out to me was 'I have never seen an Abuser actually confronted with their evil' in church,Victim blaming happens, false tears of repentence are taken for true repentence.

Gods Patience with me

Today i am thankful to God,for His patience, He has endless patience! Praise Him, i wish i did, the last two posts i have done have been lost somehow,(the last part of it,) really really frustrating! yesterday i told the wonderful story of my friend Pete, the day before i was talking about how God loves us, and all the 'hidden' people, the battered women, single mothers , and how much He loves all of us and how He sees all they suffer in silence....Praise the Lord, for He is good.When this starts working better i will share them again.

my cup runeth over.

Today i am grateful to God because He loves Me all the time even when i mess up, and being a parent myself, (and although i love my children all the time) i get very exasperated when they make the same mistakes ,!!!...all my family is doing well, they are all happy too,including my Dad,who i try to talk to regularily.God is good...ALL THE TIME!!....

The Great 'I AM'

Today i am Grateful to God because He IS the great 'I AM'.......ALL POWERFUL, ALL KNOWING,loving Father.The real I AM.... (MY my Mum used to say that my Dad thought of himself as this!!!... I had no idea what it meant at all until i became a Christian!)
God is good...all the time! Praise Him.

life and other crap

Today i am grateful to God for.........what, so tired i have to really search for that....sorry Lord,...i am grateful to Him for His protection of us, Sandra and i have had to 'pay the Piper' for the blessing we had the other day, shes been ill, and i have had a hard time too, we prayed this morning, and asked for His protection, and for the enemy's onslaught to stop, and as it says in the Word of God,'if a child asks for bread, we don't get a stone!..Praise Him!

Biker Church

Today i am grateful to God for Biker Church, the place i WANTED to go, and the place i didn't want to go,i didn't have to,it was a real blessing to me,i felt really at home there,amongst all the leather and denim! halleljah1, i have always said i would rather go into a room filled with Hells angels than a church,!!( because the angels are less judgemental)!!God listened and took me for my word!!.....so blessed,i think maybe this will be the Ministry God has for me,i am willing,if that's what He wants for me,Praise God!!!...

where I want to go, and where I DONT!!..

Today I am grateful to God for.....Rising from the dead, He is risen!,He is risen indeed! i got out to church last night,very nice, to be with others on the most important day in the christian calender,i found it hard to concentrate, on what was being said, did not pray out loud, or really listen to what the Pastor said, but i got out of the house...!!!Praise Him.
Darren was going to come, but was overcome in the end by nerves, he was only doing it to please Barbara and Edwin,maybe God wants it to come from him? There are a few things i wanted to talk about but i feel a check in my spirit, almost if i admit certain things bother me he will have an advantage over me!!.....(there are places i want to go over the next week, and places i don't want to go! but its about where God wants me to go! )
 If he stops pushing you one way,watch out cos he wants you to go another way!....I have prayed with Sandra that He will make it clear what he wants me to do, in the next few days, so God knows, the enemy doesn't need to!!!