Sleeplesness, and bad dreams

Mike and Darren came round yesterday, (it was a real answer to prayer that d came as he was seeming to lose interest), Mike prayed that i would have a good nights sleep, and i had fallen asleep and dreamt that Tash was walking around with her head cut off.....So i prayed again and asked for forgiveness for any unconfessed sin,so Praise Him i did spend the rest of the night with no more bad dreams, and slept quite well.Darren was joining in well and prayed too last night,it was great to have a prayer meeting like that!!..

Poltergiests and Apples

So tired,really active day yesterday,took my Grandson to play football, with his Grandad, Nathan and Ben,seemed to have a good time,his cheeks were very red from running around so much, a really nice family time together,later i went to the Gym,my legs are aching a bit today!..
Quite a few exciting things are happening in the next few weeks, but i cant talk about them at the moment,i was woken today by someone calling me,'Mum' asked Ben if he was o.k, but he said it wasn't  him. Very odd....when i first moved in here i used to hear kids calling their Mum, but they weren't mine...we prayed before sleep that we wouldn't have bad dreams,and a good nights sleep, but i slept badly,and it must have been a bad dream, that's the problem with having the gift of Discernment of Spirts,i tend to have to live a lot more with the 'supernatural' stuff than other believers.I get some odd dreams, i know God speaks to us through dreams,through quiet words 'dropped' into our spirits, and on one occasion a disembodied Deep Voice...bit scary...but as i have said i won't talk about certain people i cant talk about that!!!...What other people call 'ghosts' are just the servants of the Enemy, i have experienced a lot of that before the Lord told me how to deal with that.The house i live in is over 100 years old, and before i knew the Lord a lot of stuff happened,objects would fly across the room,strange face appeared on photos taken in the house, t.v's turned themselves over.My daughter has had apples thrown at her at night from an empty garden, and footsteps on the stairs at night time when every one is in Bed.
A movement caught my attention going past my room the other night when i couldn't sleep, and the next morning Ben told me he had dreamed someone coming through his door,(have to walk past my room to get to his).. So i have to keep on top of all this Enemy activity,God has given me the tools to do it , so it is my responsibility

Prayer and Felowship

Wonderful meeting today with some older christian ladies,and a lovely time of fellowship with the lady i took with me,and also another lady who i have known for a long time,who smuggled bibles into china.So nice to fellowship with some other ladies who are on the same wavelength.Really refreshing, the Enemy of out soul did the best he could to stop it but my Lord is victorious! Hallelujah!

Dear Brothers,gone to Glory

Heard the news that two brothers in the Lord died, one was 76, a lovely Guy, who was Mikes friend for years,the other was from the church i was saved into, Mark, and american, a lovely man, only about my age,his wife was instrumental in discipling me when i first got saved, sad at first,but we know where they have gone, and we will see them again. Praise the Lord for them and their lives.

Overcomer,through a glass darkly.

I have just been reading the card board testimonies again, what jumped out was 'OVERCOMER', feel a bit doubtful about that today.....what have i overcome? everything i have overcome has been the Lord,He has done it,i should be happy with that....and i am, very happy that i am not that lost child in the wilderness anymore,i suppose it comes down to that old argument,where believers believe that God ordains everything,everything is done according to Gods will,we have no free will...Or He knows what we will chose...its hard to know what to believe,i suppose its just one of those mystery's we will only know the answers to when we meet the Lord.'through a glass darkly' at the moment!!!...Pre tribulation,Post tribulation, is another of those debates that each side believes they have bible verses to justify...puzzling!...

Dark Triad

I have read a very interesting article in the Daily mail about the Psychology of violent men,its called the Dark Triad Personality,they are,
Self Obsession ( narcissism)
Pyscothopah(y), ...callousness, thrill seeking
Machiavellianism...( deceitful and exploitative nature)
This was from the University of Bradley in Illinois,'Dark Triad Traits have more partners, and more short term relationships,these personalities are universal across cultures. High Dark Triad Scorers are more active in short term mating, and  more active in Poaching others partners for brief affairs.At the most extreme these traits are HIGHLY unattractive,leading to the men being shut off from society,the Strategy is most successful when Dark Triad Personalities are RARE, otherwise others become WARY and guarded , and strategy would BACKFIRE.'
So interesting!... you would think this Professor has met several of my Ex's!!! what he says is so true, they live isolated lives now, alone of course!!!!..one of them the Father of my two youngest,has fleeting relationships with young girls,who seem to be the only ones who put up with him, for a short time anyway! ( several ones have been in care,or from broken homes where fathers are absent, he is 45 now, and most relevant relationship was with 15yr old, who now in her twenties claims to be Gay)!!!Of course what is not so funny is that his son is known around town as the 'son of the Peado'....

Rubbish and willow

Feeling really good, got rid of a whole load of rubbish that had been hanging round for a while , after my daughter Tash had moved out, she came and sorted it, and we took it to the Tip,feels good,going up there to check and sort some stuff later,its an attic converted into a bedroom.Feels great to sort that would love to get out in the garden to dig, and finish making another border, where there have been paving slabs down for years,but i have too much to do in the house today.Getting everything sorted out gradually,very cathartic, as people say.! Got loads of tomato seeds just breaking the surface of the seed trays,some seed my Ex husband, (the good one!) gave me which he said were tomato's, look very oniony at the moment...oops...
I love spring,which is not officially here yet, 21st March here in U.K.i love growing things,Mark,(onion seeds!) was going to cut back a weeping willow tree, which was just a twig when i planted it,20yrs ago, now its overtaken the whole garden, which is long and narrow,the leaves hang down and stop the sun and rain in the summer, but when he tried to cut it he said it was too hard to cut the branches.....chainsaw next..
Well got through a whole post without mentioning the ##, the bad one anyway!.....