Lions and tigers and bear?.....oh my...

The Lord has been taking me through some yellow brick moments recently....of course we know the end,and He gets us there,less rabbit holes!so i know He is always there with me...i sometimes i lose my way....through disabedience of course...it says in the Bible that He will never forsake us..(or leave us).although its what i deserve...

A new day? The same Loving Lord!

Praise Him....God id good all the time...all the time God is Good.. I am getting the house sorted..yet again...i remember a few years ago i decided i was going to decorate the whole house, because someone who is supposed to be providing light repairs for the disabled, said my house was the worst he had ever seen and i suspect took photos which were sent who knows where....when i rang the later to ask,when they could come to do the job, i had a kid on the phonesaying" why dont you clean your house" he must have seen te photos....i am quite glad i dont remember the name of the 'service'...of course if i really tried i could find it....! not such a good idea i suppose....several times after a sleepless night i have done the equivalent of drunk dialling....telling someone off when annoyes and been fortified by mothers ruin.... I did this a few weeks ago, to my exneighbours a young woman called Heather...i sent it straight away,and managed to get it all out, asking for an apology, which after 7 hours did not appear! Of course being me i felt guilty, almost straight away....now i really try not to laugh...not Christian...but satisfying none the less...!

Down the rabbit hole...

I have been in Lockdown again...in the house for ten days, too ill to go out or even take the Dogs for a walk..sigh naughty me...again, and again!....(Sorry lord its nothing to joke about!!) So....Dads look at baby girls,and laugh with joy......and remember when they were little Boys...and of course we are always Cute... to Dads! oh dear silly me! Rabbit holes Some of the Rabbit holes i have been down though, have been awful! of course its what i deserve!..i should have listened to Him....and i still dont want to go down some of the rabbit holes....thank goodness we are never good enough for God! but HE is... Good enough for us, and looks at Me as if i was still a Baby girl! Children are exasperating arent they...sigh i have surely learnt that!! It makes us do things that keep us up at night!...and I deserve that too...of course i come up with all the ususual excuses....we all do!! and in my life there are pleanty of 'reasons' Some Christians reject their Gay kids....because of what it says in the Bible? ...but surely we say we are all God's kids and not to Judge, we are all hypocrites!

What a day, what a week..WHAT a God!

"God is good, all the time"?....is He? i am looking up for thunderbolts! Wheres your proof" the unbeliever would say..., "this is your proof"we say...sigh...again Hoping "He"turns up this time Its the usual old lemon..of Course! ...and a valid question!..can i really prove a thing thats not visible,touchable hearable...or even tasteable!...but it is feelable...and not in the physical sense... "ah hah caught you!...says the unbeliever.. ..no..says I, (God really) can we see air,wind?says God, "no!...says the Holy Spirit!..of "course we can" says the Son....no (not really)...says the son.,,, its very naughty to tease says I...Sorry says the Son....Probably not a Good idea to Say that...Says the Father...that the Son is Naughty...... a near death experience...its old usual stuff for me says i many times its happened,He has Brought me through every one,will He do it again...only he knows... Watch this space!...but i WILL...see you next time!!

Who are you?.. who who who who?..and a shot of love..

Someone is reading this! (i dont mind obviously its a Public forum),so who are you? Welcome, and may God bless you mightily. My Life is good, i am starting to do some household stuff which are well over due! gardening is great this time of the year so gets me active,growing some beans,cornflowers and peas....up the walls! to keep away from snails and slugs, which dont like brick, as they have very soft bodies. Bens Auntie,a lovely person has been going to his activities with him, which is wonderful because i have a break, or rather we have a break from one another! We did the Wistanstow show and quite a few Bibles went out,praise the Lord, i also got to go to the Stafford Classic Bike Show this year too! first time in Four years... My Youngest Grandchild, Edith is growing up so fast, a real little person now with a personality! she is talking, only baby babble but shes going to be a talker! Shots of love from The Lord, such a healing encouraging, and loving God, thank you Father

Coronation Day, and two bank holidays!!

Its been a long weekend...the King was crowned,and even the anti monarchists had a Day off work! its like the Athiests who send and recieve Christmas presents, but Christmas was originally a Pagan Festival( the shortest day, here in Europe), Jesus was born in October, or september! We had a biker church nearby,about 20 miles,away and we did the Stafford show, which was good and another one at the end of May! It was nice to see some people who i havent seen for a few years.. Poor Suki had to go to the Vet because the puppy Coda decided to try to beat him up!...so as usual spending a fortune at the vet!

Giving myself a good talking to!

I wish i could remember if i was always a second guesser...or is it a result of the abusive people i have had themiss fortune to encounter! Some days i feel like "a strong confident woman" ( misquoting Lady Colin Campbell!).. sometimes i feel like the Ragosaurus cant be contained...and on those days i give everyone a wide birth.. or is it them giving me a wide birth?!!.. I was reading on here a few days ago a few posts i did just a day before i was prescribed Anxiety meds...and i didnt seem to be suffering any Anxiety that Day..puzzling..and when i blame the Abuser for my Panic Attack, and my Anxiety am i in Sin?...i think i might be! Either I have forgiven them or i havent,David Wilkerson said once we forgive a person, it should never be mentioned again...hard, very hard...I am denying the work of God in my life and in others life if i mention it again...in fact the only time i believe it should be even used is to help and encourage others in that situation i used to be in...in fact i am so far away from that , (that when Joe brought Emily back to meet me, and i took them to see Jon,i heard Jon say that Ruth wasnt very well, and couldnt come out to say hello)..but Joe was worried the next day, and said he could hear Ruth talking in the background..so why couldnt she stick her head around the door, or even wave through the Window?...the mind boggles! and it is shamefully easy for my mind to think the worst..